Chop Suey
I don't know exactly what I feel right now. I know I'm kinda hungry, but that's just superficial. I know I'm scared, but that's because it's been two weeks and 4 days since the February 4th competition in Seattle and I've heard nothing. I know they'll notify all of us simultaneously, but I'm getting very nervous and scared. They only have three more days until their deadline that they told us (2-3 weeks). I'm sad that MOVE! is - a lot faster than any of us expected - drawing to a close. With it, my Jesuit theater experience. I'm nervous about Peter Pan. I didn't realize how many lines I have and that I'll have to learn two completely different sets of lines because we'll be doing a condensed version for elementary schools and I will narrate as Smee. I'm irritated that I've put so much on my plate. I'm happy that I got to have a break yesterday (an honest to goodness break. I haven't had one of those in months). Mostly, I'm just conflicted and confused.......