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Before I fall back asleep as I so badly need to, I feel compelled to use these fake-blood-stained fingers to type a quick update. First off, the One Act show went off without too many kinks. Yes, one of the guns didn't go off a lighting cue was cut early, but after stressing about it all day long, each little detail that could potentially go wrong, it was such an enormous relief. And despite the fact that this miserable cold has been fairly debilitating these last few days, my energy was pretty up and I felt good about my performance as a whole. Man, there is nothing better that that! Today I'll just be waiting backstage with eager anticipation rather than dread.
So yes, this cold is a result of seeing Spence at least once or twice a day everyday since I've met him (he's convinced that he gave it to me). I'm completely gone, I like him so much. Yesterday he picked me up and made me spicy chicken soup and tucked me in his bed with a good movie. It was the sweetest thing anyone I've ever dated has done for me, not that I'm comparing him to others. At this point he's pretty unprecedented. I feel like he's becoming my best friend in addition to someone I want to spend as much time with as possible. We're so compatible as personalities, and as cuddlers (we fit so well physically) -- alright, I'll try not provoke puking reflexes, but honestly I don't think I've ever been this happy. I didn't know that a person had the ability to make me this happy. And I wasn't expecting on meeting him so soon after I got over that dirty situation with the other guy (we're still friends, by the way - he who must not be named felt awkward for a bit, but I think he finally calmed down when he saw me acting completely indifferent to all all potential tensions that could have resulted). Today Spence and I are going to spend the day cooking and cuddling (as the two should always go together). I'm determined to make a pretty baddass pot roast if at all humanly possible.
Alright, Peace Out, folks, and back to bed. Hey, come to my One Acts! They're tonight at 7pm at COM and tomorrow at 8pm.
So yes, this cold is a result of seeing Spence at least once or twice a day everyday since I've met him (he's convinced that he gave it to me). I'm completely gone, I like him so much. Yesterday he picked me up and made me spicy chicken soup and tucked me in his bed with a good movie. It was the sweetest thing anyone I've ever dated has done for me, not that I'm comparing him to others. At this point he's pretty unprecedented. I feel like he's becoming my best friend in addition to someone I want to spend as much time with as possible. We're so compatible as personalities, and as cuddlers (we fit so well physically) -- alright, I'll try not provoke puking reflexes, but honestly I don't think I've ever been this happy. I didn't know that a person had the ability to make me this happy. And I wasn't expecting on meeting him so soon after I got over that dirty situation with the other guy (we're still friends, by the way - he who must not be named felt awkward for a bit, but I think he finally calmed down when he saw me acting completely indifferent to all all potential tensions that could have resulted). Today Spence and I are going to spend the day cooking and cuddling (as the two should always go together). I'm determined to make a pretty baddass pot roast if at all humanly possible.
Alright, Peace Out, folks, and back to bed. Hey, come to my One Acts! They're tonight at 7pm at COM and tomorrow at 8pm.