an answer maybe....coffee_and_meDecember 21 2005, 17:09:29 UTC
…about dad’s present, since you and him communicate on as needed bases you (and I say this because you lived with me for 20 something years), feel that it has to have enough meaning as if to prove your love, sad thing is he knows you love him deeply…. You and I appreciate the meaning he on the other hand is not so sensitive… unless he has changed which I doubt…
….the snow I tried over the years to describe snow, but since you had not been around it you couldn’t appreciate it’s splendor… now you do lucky you!!
…as for the phone calls on Christmas Day…nothing you say or do will alleviate the pain of your not being here… we were so close… this had to happen. If you only several hundred miles away it would not be an issue for I would be there almost all the time (think Marie), but you are not so…
....you are making your own memories now and that is wonderful…. You can share them with me on the phone or through post and such. I want you to be happy very happy, and I know that you are. Our Christmases will live in our hearts forever. You and Jay have a lifetime to add to those memories. Our memories are special and your new ones will be just as special. Just remember to share them with me every detail, every last piece of wrapping paper, every morsel of food… every scent, every sight, …everything….Just keep them in your heart and share them with me…now and when you look back on this you will have soft warm memories that blend just like you and Jay have.
….the snow I tried over the years to describe snow, but since you had not been around it you couldn’t appreciate it’s splendor… now you do lucky you!!
…as for the phone calls on Christmas Day…nothing you say or do will alleviate the pain of your not being here… we were so close… this had to happen. If you only several hundred miles away it would not be an issue for I would be there almost all the time (think Marie), but you are not so…
....you are making your own memories now and that is wonderful…. You can share them with me on the phone or through post and such. I want you to be happy very happy, and I know that you are. Our Christmases will live in our hearts forever. You and Jay have a lifetime to add to those memories. Our memories are special and your new ones will be just as special. Just remember to share them with me every detail, every last piece of wrapping paper, every morsel of food… every scent, every sight, …everything….Just keep them in your heart and share them with me…now and when you look back on this you will have soft warm memories that blend just like you and Jay have.
Happy Holidays baby....I love you
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