Oct 03, 2004 20:23
well it certainly has been forver since i played with this huh? i dont even know where to go. lol or where i left off so i guess ill do a nut shell thing. im back in oneonta not that i really want to be, i would rather be anywhere but, and i dontknow why. i have had alot of fun thus far but for some reason i dont feel it here anymore, its DEF better than it was last semster b/c if it wasnt i would DEF be home i wouldnt be able to take it. so its ok. so much is happening all at once, not just classes and other stuff but boys and what not. wierd!
I started liking this guy from ithca that lives in clifton park he was the cap of the swim team in ithca so thats hot but he is still sickl obsessed with his X bf so thats that in a nut shell
This chris guy the libra well we are done! but we didnt start lol he was to much drama and shit i didnt feel like he knew me and didnt want to you know when things just dont click well thats it things just didnt click! so thats that!
next this guy chris goes to school here likes me alot and yeah do like him but we dont click either, you just know you know! and with everything i have gone through with guys i think im a really good judge of what i feel and how to feel for who and why! if that makes sense BUT his friend came up the other weekend and we connect pretty well and i do like him alot but probelm he is NYPD and NYFD! yeah HOT!!! and a a gemini! hello but he lives in long island and i cant handle that no way. ill admit it i cant do long distance its too much for me i think its my virgo moon!!! i dont know but im miserable b/c i want to talk to him more and get to know him more and i cant, i wont i ignore his calls all the time b/c i cant like him, ill end up worse! no i wont!
i think i meant to be single! i like it, its quiet! and when there are no boys causing me stress im ok