Mar 13, 2005 12:33
What is love...?
That was our topic in church today. Did you know that 1 out of every 3 ppl is abused either physically or sexually...? I learned that today in church as well...great topic...:/...The pastor went into how if we would pick every third person in the room and put them on one side then those would be all the ppl to be abused. Grr...I didn't like talking about it...it made me really uncomfortable...In all honesty...I'm fed up with this effin thing...I'm fed up with everything...I was so pissed off in church today...you have no idea...I'm not even sure why exactly...but yet just one thing after another kept pissing me off more and more. It's bull crap...who are you to judge me...? Who are you to condemn me...it's my life and I can do whatever I want. Sure I have morals...and I stand strong on them...but I'm no way near perfect...I hate this you know...none of you know me...you think you do..but you know...you're wrong. I'm not happy at all...I don't know who I am anymore...who I want to be...I don't even know what I believe in...yet I walk around and smile...act like everything's ok. Haha...I should have a friggin ton of grammy's for all the acts I put on...and like I said...none of you really knew did you...? Yeah...that's what I thought. I'm tired of all this bull crap...too many dumb and ignorant ppl in the world...and you know...Christians are some of the worst cases...I would know...I am one of them...you all think you know so much. You're all so quick to judge and condemn the non-believers...the sinners. Well I hate to break it to you...but you're no saint...so get over it. Our religion is based on love and forgiveness...yet all of you continue to forget that. It's sad really...I can't believe how blind the world really is...
What is love...it's a piece of crap...
Screw all of this..I'm done with this thing...