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Well small groups was good. It was a good topic this week...it was kinda weird...but it made me think a bit. Lookin at the hott chicks haha...I can't believe Ron said that...he's all mondo old lol. Anyhoo after that I spent the night at Mr. Nathan's house. It was fun as always...didnt do much though. Just talked, ate candy, and listened/played music. Today I didn't do anything. Nate and I woke up around 9. We had the sweetest pancakes in the world lol...then we played DDR, talked, and then around 12:45 I left for home. After that like I said I didn't do anything, but sit here and watch TV and mess around on the computer.
Yesturday was offically the first day I didn't swear at all...w00!!! I'm excited lol...and very proud of myself. I haven't sworn at all yet today either and I'm sure I'll make it sense it's almost time for bed. Maybe my mouth has finally been cleaned...? Who knows...
Well with all that free time, the day has brought alot of time for me to think...not sure if it was good or not. Like usual there's alot on my mind. Basically I'm still lost. I miss alot of ppl...I wish I could see/talk to them again...and I wish that I got back alot of these friendships that kinda just slipped away over the past few years...what happened...? I still don't have a girlfriend (besides Beno lol...don't ask...long story) and it's not that I'm desperate...just lonely...I guess I'm still searching for myself...
*What happened...we were so close...don't you love me anymore..?*
Yesturday was offically the first day I didn't swear at all...w00!!! I'm excited lol...and very proud of myself. I haven't sworn at all yet today either and I'm sure I'll make it sense it's almost time for bed. Maybe my mouth has finally been cleaned...? Who knows...
Well with all that free time, the day has brought alot of time for me to think...not sure if it was good or not. Like usual there's alot on my mind. Basically I'm still lost. I miss alot of ppl...I wish I could see/talk to them again...and I wish that I got back alot of these friendships that kinda just slipped away over the past few years...what happened...? I still don't have a girlfriend (besides Beno lol...don't ask...long story) and it's not that I'm desperate...just lonely...I guess I'm still searching for myself...
*What happened...we were so close...don't you love me anymore..?*