Jan 20, 2005 09:23
well shool is so boring. i am sitting here, in related, doing nothing. cause well nothing ever gets done in related, or theory, or anything to be honest about it. i don't even know why i come, i just sit here doing nothing, writing out notes, which i could do at home if i truely wanted but then what o i have to do during class ifi got them all wrote out. which is my problem now. i have two ull modules wrote out now and only tests to do, but i have to wait till i can write them on test days. so i could have them all done but no i have to wait. what bullshit. which gets me bac to where i am now, sitting here, for two hours in related then another hour in theory studying. which there is only so much you can do before you can write the stupid text yourself. i am about to write my own text book now. and i say i can. i want to go to bed.
i shouldn't want to go to bed though, i went to bed at 9 last night. not that i ment to go to bed so early but i just sort of fell asleep and never woke up. i woke up so early this morning, i woke up at 6 all on my own, no alarm clocks or anything, so of course i fell back to sleep i have no reason to get up that early in the morning. and now i am here in school wanting more sleep? what si with that, i was wide awake at beakfast. i guess its becaus i am not doing anything.
my back hurts, which is shitty, cause i find the only way that it goes away is to lie down for a little while, which i can't do here. so when everyone says i am lazy caus i am always lieing down in bed its not cause i am tired or anything its just i rather not have a bad back, like anyone else would. standing and sitting gives me this back ache, which i thought was suppose to be lower back! i can deal with that, but not me, mine is right up at the top underneath my right shoulder.
hmm maybe i should say somehting happy in this little update. i got my hair cut for everyone who hasn't noticed, but how can you not notice. oh well i like it anyways.