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IS everyone at facebook and twitter now these days that they don't write journals anymore? Hehehe...
I guess sometimes coming back to LJ to post stuffs is still better cos not all friends in facebook knows about my lifejournal... that sometimes i post stuffs related to my sexual orientation.
Just don't know how to put it. But i feel that most of the time I really really can't control myself.
I had so much fun meeting new people and sometimes i have this strong feel 'oh is this guy my mr right?'... then after one day's event past, I feel so lonely again the next day. As if something is taken away from me suddenly that i feel so lost and empty.
There is really something wrong with me... and this is so uncureable. Is like a fatal disease that there is absolutely no medicine can cure. It's worse than stupidity.
Also don't dare making anymore resolution already. Is going to be another birthday, another valentine's day without a new person.
Why is it so hard? Why can't i just stop grinding and planetromeoing or even jack'ding... lol... please help me!
I guess sometimes coming back to LJ to post stuffs is still better cos not all friends in facebook knows about my lifejournal... that sometimes i post stuffs related to my sexual orientation.
Just don't know how to put it. But i feel that most of the time I really really can't control myself.
I had so much fun meeting new people and sometimes i have this strong feel 'oh is this guy my mr right?'... then after one day's event past, I feel so lonely again the next day. As if something is taken away from me suddenly that i feel so lost and empty.
There is really something wrong with me... and this is so uncureable. Is like a fatal disease that there is absolutely no medicine can cure. It's worse than stupidity.
Also don't dare making anymore resolution already. Is going to be another birthday, another valentine's day without a new person.
Why is it so hard? Why can't i just stop grinding and planetromeoing or even jack'ding... lol... please help me!