Aug 06, 2005 22:22
This is a random post, but I'm sitting here with toddlers running around me doing flips and whatnot. There are cute and I do love them, but I am reminded why I dont want any. Too much work plain and simple. I'm very self-ish at this point in my life and I should be. Plus I shouldn't even be thinking about having kids, nor do i want any. When you have a kid your life isnt as important anymore its about your kid. I'm not ready to give that kind of devotion yet. Plus its not like I'm at risk or anything. The act of me having a kid would involve some serious planning. I'm so not ready for that. So I'm content with having a little brother and a nephew. Its all I need.
Ok enough already about that. I'm sitting here listening to Tori Amos and thinking to myself what an amazing artist. I absolutely adore her. Just having a mental buzz right now. It feels good.