Day off?
Today is my day off and so far, not very day off like. I live at the pool, I went today to eat lunch. Most of my food is there because I don't have much at SB's. I'm just so use to being there all the time, I can't even stay away one day. Talk about co-dependency.
Emilie told me about Christina's MCAT scores which apparently weren't the greatest. I immediately took on some type of guilt. I'm not sure what for, I just care so much about her sometimes that I inadvertently take on her stress. Good thing she has no clue about that. I do hope things work out for her, she is meant to be a doctor.
Caitie took me from work to the post office, a 30 second drive, but I was grateful for it. I needed it for some reason. Its also becoming really comforting to have her rub my head, which she does often. I'm starting to rely on it as my only form of human affection that I get nowadays. Reminds me that I need to find a cuddle buddy as well as a fuck buddy. I'm not to sure I want those two roles combined though.
Also Emily hasn't been very concrete with me about moving in. Gosh I hate not knowing all the details and relying on other people with situations like this one. All I know is that I'm moving sometime next week.
Phone is off too, which is causing me a lil stress...ok a lot of stress. I need to get my finances in order.
In good news, I'm bleeding which is a great excuse for me to eat whatever junk I want without guilt. And I'm pretty sure to have two dates set up for next week by the end of the week. I love queers.
Emilie told me about Christina's MCAT scores which apparently weren't the greatest. I immediately took on some type of guilt. I'm not sure what for, I just care so much about her sometimes that I inadvertently take on her stress. Good thing she has no clue about that. I do hope things work out for her, she is meant to be a doctor.
Caitie took me from work to the post office, a 30 second drive, but I was grateful for it. I needed it for some reason. Its also becoming really comforting to have her rub my head, which she does often. I'm starting to rely on it as my only form of human affection that I get nowadays. Reminds me that I need to find a cuddle buddy as well as a fuck buddy. I'm not to sure I want those two roles combined though.
Also Emily hasn't been very concrete with me about moving in. Gosh I hate not knowing all the details and relying on other people with situations like this one. All I know is that I'm moving sometime next week.
Phone is off too, which is causing me a lil stress...ok a lot of stress. I need to get my finances in order.
In good news, I'm bleeding which is a great excuse for me to eat whatever junk I want without guilt. And I'm pretty sure to have two dates set up for next week by the end of the week. I love queers.