Mar 17, 2009 10:08
Its a very sad thing when you realize that you won't be with that person you love anymore. I've finally come to that understanding. Basically through my last call with Christina. I could hear it without it being spoken. Its the unsaid. We are over. I'm ok with it, I'm so interested in other women right now, but it's still a sad conclusion.
Right now I'm interested in getting to know Chelsea better, even a friendship is ok. I have a date with Mai this weekend. And I'm developing a new crush and I'll have to see where that goes. More details in the coming days.
As of now I have to focus on me and my Lit Review. And I need to not be stressed by crew, which is going well.
The past few days have been ok, hopefully this will continue.
I'm loving my life right now. I feel like a normal 23 year old, making mistakes, having crushes, maming new friends, having great sex and doing all that is good for me.