Mar 07, 2009 20:16
Birthday weekend, lots of fun!
Thursday: Went out with Jess, Jules and Christine to the Crib in SF. Had a lot of fun, got fairly intoxicated. Lillian came later too! But had to note that Christine was acting a little weird around the time Lillian got there. But all in all a good night. Oh and Gummy Bears beverages are delicious!
Friday: April got into town! We got back to school and went to the Tea Shop and Christina was there. Very awkward, but I talked to her and it was good (I cried, of course). We'll probably be talking again. Lover's pain does not end...
Anywho, went out to dinner with Jenny and Colleen, yum yum Cambodian. It was great reminiscing on the past and present. I love this couple so much! Then Lillian picked us up and we went to the White Horse. None of us had been there before so it was exciting. It turned out to be a good time and I got to see Kat Weller-Fahy!
Saturday: Just chillin with April. Went to dinner and saw Christine, she sat down with us and when I brought up Lillian she gave off the impression she wasn't interested. Interesting. Crew team came back. I miss those folks (sigh). Now just hangin' with my pal, good times.
Sunday: Will probably be chill and a lil' bit of homework.
I have to admit that I said that I wouldn't go out on any dates anymore, but I just set up two for this coming week. What the fuck is wrong with me? I can't seem to stop.
Warning: RANT!
Also to note, I'm getting really tired of putting up with people's bullshit. Maybe cuz I'm getting "older". I'm just over people who think they can be mean or rude and get away with it. Or people who think they are better than others and act that way. Or people who hangout with you, but are not interested in being "with" you (they just don't want to be a loner and you are the next best thing). People's insecurities are becoming oh so clear and I'm not interested in being used anymore. I'm just too nice and I befriend everyone. I need to be more selective with who I let in my life. But I have to be realistic, once I leave this school next semester most of these people will not be in my life anymore. And that's a fact. The people that I know will be in my life after school I need to start putting more energy in being better friends with them and stop wasting my time with the bloodsuckers. Everyone doesn't have to like me.