Jul 31, 2004 11:20
I really didnt do much this weekend, but just like stay here. although on Friday me and tammy and rochelle went to worcestor mall again. It is the same and it was kind of boreing but i tried to make the best of it by making them laugh.
I feel bad
Here is the story okay, i had made plans on saturday to hang out with someone from school. We set the time when we would meet and all that good stuff, but like something went wrong. When I was in worcestor on friday i saw him and i told him that i was going to take the earliest train which was at 9:11 and that he needed to be there, well I was there but he wasn't. I was mad but i got over it. I walked around worcestor for a while and like i didn't really know where i was going but just walked. It came time for the train to come back around 2:03 and i was like okay i will give him some time to get here. For it was our origanal time to come see me was 2:00. But it was like 10 past and i didn't want to wait until almost 6 to catch the next train so i was like okay i will go on the train. I was thinking about getting off and like i just went with my gut feeling. The train was going and when it took the corner, i looked up to see the front of the train station, low and behold he was standing right in front. I felt like shit, because i could see him looking for me. I even asked the train conductor to see if he could like stop the train so i could get off, but he couldn't. So now i have to wait until he gets back to school so i can tell him what happend.
I think my health is going to shit
I woke up this morning and i was like, mY back hurt really bad, and still does even as i type this. and like my throat was all clogged. As well as my nose. I am getting sick, slowly but surely im gettng sick and i don't like it.