Its been a while
Sorry its been too long
Okay not too much has happend except that i have had one of the best weekends of my life. Friday i leave with kristina and Thia to go to misa's house. We get there and not really much going on right, well the party started mad quick, like as soon as we got there we were drinking. I had like 3 1/2 bottles of Bacardi O and Ras, and also Silver, then i had like some "cast and cream" i think it was. I dont know, but it was fun. We smoked A little bit of pot and then like i got really light headed and my lips went numb. I was really afraid of getting up but like i wanted to know what would happen if i did, so i got up and then the world seemed to be spinning in like a million directions, I drank a lot, and smoked a lot, hobbled around the house for a little while, and me and thia we on the Futon bed and we were just like sitting there, or like laying there, i was kind of scared because i didnt know what she would do under her condition, thia threw up, but only from cold air. and then i wanted to go to bed and kristina and i had to share a bed. (that was fun)^_^. it was interesting trying to sleep next to her, i really don't remember the night myself, but i can remember trying to push her over or something. The next day we go to her little brothers birthday party, it was nice but no acohol, so we went to frankies sisters party, drank and then smoked, it was really nice because when i was walking down the street, i was like floating on air swear to god. But like it took the high away, so we needed more. We took turns taking shots of vodka, cant really remember the spelling but it was good, like after the first couple of times it was hard but after that it went down like nothing. I cant remember if we smoked anymore after that, i know that when we all went to bed, which was early i was fucked up, and i couldnt really sleep i kept getting up and trying to sleep in the other room, and then it got hot and i would go into the living room, where thia and kristin were snooring. It was really a lot of fun. and then i remember misa before i went to bed that she had a present for me, and i was like yeah. so i go to her, and she pulls out the shot glass and had me another one just before i went to bed. I wake up in the morning and misa has the vodka out, and ready to go so we drank more. Then we went walking around for weed which was really sad if you think about it, makes us sound like we cant live without it. but hey we smoked and stuff like that, i needed a brake and time to sobber up before i got to Job corps. All i can say is that i was fucked up this hole weekend, it was so much better than having sex with tyrone. Uh by far.
back to school/non school
I get back and there are so many things that i need to do in order for me to go home. Like Thursday is my exit date, right and stuff like that. I was so surprised to know that i would be leaving so soon. So i have like major phone calls to make to people in order for me to go home. I will be getting like half of the money you get when you finish, and i will be taking 150 dollars out so that i can get a cell phone it will be prepaid because my credit is shot. but yeah i will be going home and i can leave all the bad memories that i had here, and go home and be at peace.
I wish to get a job, and move on
Like i had to rely on this place for so long, and abide by their rules, it sux. but now i get to go home and be me. I dont have to be under too many restrictions, it will be nice. and then i can find a job and get my own place and have parties and men over if i wanted to, i can have 5 men over and have like a big orgy. oh that would be fun.
well i must retire, bye yal
luv josh
Okay not too much has happend except that i have had one of the best weekends of my life. Friday i leave with kristina and Thia to go to misa's house. We get there and not really much going on right, well the party started mad quick, like as soon as we got there we were drinking. I had like 3 1/2 bottles of Bacardi O and Ras, and also Silver, then i had like some "cast and cream" i think it was. I dont know, but it was fun. We smoked A little bit of pot and then like i got really light headed and my lips went numb. I was really afraid of getting up but like i wanted to know what would happen if i did, so i got up and then the world seemed to be spinning in like a million directions, I drank a lot, and smoked a lot, hobbled around the house for a little while, and me and thia we on the Futon bed and we were just like sitting there, or like laying there, i was kind of scared because i didnt know what she would do under her condition, thia threw up, but only from cold air. and then i wanted to go to bed and kristina and i had to share a bed. (that was fun)^_^. it was interesting trying to sleep next to her, i really don't remember the night myself, but i can remember trying to push her over or something. The next day we go to her little brothers birthday party, it was nice but no acohol, so we went to frankies sisters party, drank and then smoked, it was really nice because when i was walking down the street, i was like floating on air swear to god. But like it took the high away, so we needed more. We took turns taking shots of vodka, cant really remember the spelling but it was good, like after the first couple of times it was hard but after that it went down like nothing. I cant remember if we smoked anymore after that, i know that when we all went to bed, which was early i was fucked up, and i couldnt really sleep i kept getting up and trying to sleep in the other room, and then it got hot and i would go into the living room, where thia and kristin were snooring. It was really a lot of fun. and then i remember misa before i went to bed that she had a present for me, and i was like yeah. so i go to her, and she pulls out the shot glass and had me another one just before i went to bed. I wake up in the morning and misa has the vodka out, and ready to go so we drank more. Then we went walking around for weed which was really sad if you think about it, makes us sound like we cant live without it. but hey we smoked and stuff like that, i needed a brake and time to sobber up before i got to Job corps. All i can say is that i was fucked up this hole weekend, it was so much better than having sex with tyrone. Uh by far.
back to school/non school
I get back and there are so many things that i need to do in order for me to go home. Like Thursday is my exit date, right and stuff like that. I was so surprised to know that i would be leaving so soon. So i have like major phone calls to make to people in order for me to go home. I will be getting like half of the money you get when you finish, and i will be taking 150 dollars out so that i can get a cell phone it will be prepaid because my credit is shot. but yeah i will be going home and i can leave all the bad memories that i had here, and go home and be at peace.
I wish to get a job, and move on
Like i had to rely on this place for so long, and abide by their rules, it sux. but now i get to go home and be me. I dont have to be under too many restrictions, it will be nice. and then i can find a job and get my own place and have parties and men over if i wanted to, i can have 5 men over and have like a big orgy. oh that would be fun.
well i must retire, bye yal
luv josh