"Sinkholes"
I guess that is what i am to my ex. Tyrone and some of his lame friends seem to think that i am just a waist of space. Thats fine. tyrone was just a waist of my time. I guess he just doesn't understand that once you have sex with someone you become somewhat attached, Or maybe thats just me.
StupiD FucK
I can't believe that i let myself become temperaroly saddend. Like everytime i read some of the things that tyrone and his friends say about me, it just gets me so sad. To think that i gave myself to such a heartless person. I WISH I NEVER MET HIM. I waisted my time with him. LIke the time that i stayed up all weekend in Malden just so i could see him more, what a waist. Its really funny now that i think about it.
Boring but Peacefull weekend
I went with my dad this weekend, and it was okay actually. I spent most of the time at his place, while he was wooing his girlfriend. Oh this relationship makes me so uncomfortable. Dolly is her name, and she told me that she would feel uncomfortable if she saw me with another man, knowing that we were in a relationship because it is not something that she is used to. And i had in the back of my mind that "you think i feel comfortable when you are making out with my dad."
I don't, I don't like to see it. I think that it is incredably gross, and yet i am subjected to it. So yeah spent a lot of my time alone. (good stuff) I was up until like 3 or 4 in the morning watching MTV, and VH1 and other channels, i think i saw and episode of I lUV LUCY. I luv that show, she is so funny.
Im in class and bored
There are not that many people in class today. So i am just kicking back looking at hott male models and naked men on the internet. I really dont have much to occupy my time, so yeah. I only have 4 more lessons until i am complete with my trade, and then i go home for job search and leave this disgusting life behind.
StupiD FucK
I can't believe that i let myself become temperaroly saddend. Like everytime i read some of the things that tyrone and his friends say about me, it just gets me so sad. To think that i gave myself to such a heartless person. I WISH I NEVER MET HIM. I waisted my time with him. LIke the time that i stayed up all weekend in Malden just so i could see him more, what a waist. Its really funny now that i think about it.
Boring but Peacefull weekend
I went with my dad this weekend, and it was okay actually. I spent most of the time at his place, while he was wooing his girlfriend. Oh this relationship makes me so uncomfortable. Dolly is her name, and she told me that she would feel uncomfortable if she saw me with another man, knowing that we were in a relationship because it is not something that she is used to. And i had in the back of my mind that "you think i feel comfortable when you are making out with my dad."
I don't, I don't like to see it. I think that it is incredably gross, and yet i am subjected to it. So yeah spent a lot of my time alone. (good stuff) I was up until like 3 or 4 in the morning watching MTV, and VH1 and other channels, i think i saw and episode of I lUV LUCY. I luv that show, she is so funny.
Im in class and bored
There are not that many people in class today. So i am just kicking back looking at hott male models and naked men on the internet. I really dont have much to occupy my time, so yeah. I only have 4 more lessons until i am complete with my trade, and then i go home for job search and leave this disgusting life behind.