[For Josh] NC-17

[queer_as_brian]

Continued from here.

"Apparently." He smiled at Brian's back as he followed him into his room. He stopped in the doorway, his eyebrows raised. Damn. He noted the bed, a crooked smile spreading across his face. Man likes creature comforts. Not that it really surprised him

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Josh watched as Brian took out a baggie with pills in it and turned to face him, and he felt all the air sucked out of the room except for what little he could get to his lungs. He was being offered E. Josh blinked. "I--" He shook his head, smiling widely to try and cover how awkward he felt. "I don't know if that's a good idea." He licked his lips and chuckled nervously. "One new thing at a time, right?"

[queer_as_brian]

Brian shrugged, dropping one of the tablets back into the bag. "Suit yourself," he said, "but it'll make it more enjoyable." He smiled knowingly at Josh and added, "The first time can be a little--uncomfortable."

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Josh shook his head, continuing to eye the tablets. He'd heard that E made things... more pleasurable, but he wasn't quite up to drugs just yet. There was enough going on right now that made his head spin without adding chemicals to the mix.

He took a couple steps toward Brian, stopping only a couple feet away from him. "Yeah, I've heard it isn't the most comfortable." He let his eyes scan over Brian. "But I think it's probably a good idea that I feel every second of this." He smiled crookedly. "I trust you not to break me in half." He was still pretty nervous about the logistics of it (which he was very carefully not thinking about), but he had the feeling Brian wasn't going to do anything that horrible. Sex was supposed to feel good, after all.

[queer_as_brian]

"If you change your mind, let me know," Brian suggested with a smirk, dropping the tab into his mouth and tossing the bag onto the trunk carelessly. "But don't worry," he added, peeling his shirt off and dropping it to the floor, "You're in good hands--and good other things." He chuckled softly and unbuttoned his jeans, arching an eyebrow at Josh.

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"I figured." They were still only a foot away from each other, and Brian without his shirt was a bit much. Josh reached down instinctively, curling his fingers around the edge of his own tee shirt and pulling it up and over his head. He leaned forward, pressing his lips to Brian's, licking into his mouth greedily. His hands wandered forward, curling around the edge of Brian's jeans and the now-open button. The edges of his fingers brushed skin, and he moaned quietly into Brian's mouth.

[queer_as_brian]

"You're certainly eager," Brian murmured into Josh's mouth. "I like that." He let Josh explore for a minute as he returned the kiss, cupping the back of Josh's head with one hand while the other slid along a shoulder, over a bicep, then moved to Josh's chest, grazing lightly across his skin.

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"Making up for lost time." He slid a hand under the waistband of Brian's jeans, letting his hand slide over to his hipbone, cupping the muscle roughly. Brian's hands wandered and Josh let out another quiet moan. "Lots of lost time."

[queer_as_brian]

Brian snorted softly and moved his mouth to Josh's neck, kissing and sucking at the skin as his hands dropped to Josh's pants, undoing them deftly and tugging them down.

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Jesus. His mind spun as he let the feelings take his body, at least as much as possible. There's a dude taking off my pants. A dude. Josh rolled his head back, giving Brian more access to his neck. He moaned, letting his hands slide under Brian's waistband, exploring lightly, casually. Not really going there just yet. Almost, but not quite.

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But Brian didn't give him time to go there; he pulled his mouth away and stepped back, shoving his own pants down and off. He stood there naked in front of Josh, smiling faintly, eyes half-closed as the E began to take effect. "Let's make up for your lost time, then," he purred, walking around to the side of the bed and setting a condom on the attached nightstand in easy reach. He climbed onto the bed, his movements almost animalistic, graceful and faintly predatory.

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Josh gawked only somewhat awkwardly for a minute, finally kicking out of his boxers and jeans as Brian prowled over to the other side of the bed. He stood at the edge of the bed, watching Brian on the sheets, supple skin against down and cotton. He stood there, his thighs pressed against the bed, suddenly stuck somewhere between climbing onto the bed and spreading his body over Brian's, and just... staring.

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"Were you planning on joining me?" Brian asked after a few moments, amusement in his voice. He sat up and held out a hand to Josh, smiling faintly. "It works so much better if you're in arm's reach."

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Josh blushed furiously, his eyes scattering around and down to the bed, huffing out a laugh. "Yeah, so I've heard." He shook his head, crawling onto the bed. "Sorry. I--" Brian knew damn well that he was a virgin. He was trying not to act like it, and failing spectacularly.

"Just-" He took a deep breath, his eyes scanning over Brian's body hungrily. He crawled forward, stopping only a few inches from Brian, coming to rest on his knees, his hands pressing into the mattress on either side of him. "Shut me up." His voice was low and rough, drenched with want. "Make me forget."

[queer_as_brian]

Brian snorted softly and gave him a knowing smile, reaching up to slip an arm around his neck as he kissed him, slow and deep, shifting until his body was atop Josh's, grinding his hips against him gently. Shutting him up he could do, damn well--or at least change his words to moans of pleasure.

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And moans of pleasure he got. There was nothing but skin, skin, and more skin. And then there were hips grinding against each other and nnnnnnngh. Josh's brain melted and he threw his head back, exposing his throat and moaning, pushing up against Brian. "Jesus," It came out breathless, from the back of his throat.

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Brian smirked as he sucked at Josh's neck, pausing just long enough to purr, "Close enough." He slid his hands down Josh's sides as his mouth moved lower, tongue swirling over Josh's chest, the occasional brush of teeth serving as a counterpoint to the wet heat.