Sleep Sleep come today
I can't sleep. Again. UGH.
Bonnie is sleeping. She slept for three hours this afternoon, and then went to bed around one.. And here i am. It's three and not an inner eyelid citing yet. No classes Wednesday thank goodness, but LOTS of work to do. Well ok not really. i have to write my individual freedoms paper, which I now have a clue about and I feel like it should be pretty easy, maybe even easier than Plato. Classes were good today, I JAMMED on my math test.. another A coming up! Whoop! Individual Freedoms was ok. we had this god awful discussion on civil liberties, this one crazy whacked out girl would not be quiet- I was even making rediculously conservative comments just to have something to make her stop talking. I go, I mean who cares if the government read our e-mails, they only mean for our safety, right? and a)warrick goes- Megan, stop making provoking comments and b) this girl goes, NO! because then i would be arrested for civl disobedience. Warrick got to the point where she wouldn't even stop the discussion to hear her out. Right, so I had lunch with Aimee and Liza, then came back and showered and read Burke and Paine so I could write this silly paper. Bonnie fell asleep, so i even got to turn the TV off. I worked on Greece for a while, and then went to the reveiw, where I realized that I am doing this all wrong, that my paper is going to suck and I essentially have to start over. Which I promptly did once I got home.
So I have been camped out in the study, reading and taking note. I have a new and improved two part thesis, a rough outline for my new draft, and books marked full of ideas. Tomorrow, though i have to write my other paper, I can't have my grade in that class suffer for comparative. but, then I am going to do nothing but work on this after that. And maybe go to CVS to buy earplugs.
On the homefront. Things are not looking up for Morgan. AJ and Wally are flying to Austin tomorrow. He is back in the hospital, something with his heart. Mommy is pretty upset, Daddy called me tonight to tell me that much. I could have to go home for thanksgiving a little early, or maybe make another trip before then. I can't believe break is sooo close! Whoa.
Oh SC excitement- I talked to the Academic Affairs director on Sunday, they are trying to re-form the SOC council, and NO ONE is interested except yours truly. They are going to publisize it more, but they are going to have a cabinet set up before Dec 7. Right now, as the only one interested, i have a pretty good shot, even if other people come along, I was the first and only, and he knows that. There is also a possible SOC seat in the GA. but right now those kids are pulling some crazy stuff. www.benladner.com for details.
ooooooooh I need some friends! I mean, there are plenty of people i talk to.. But, no one i really want to be friends with, or seems to have any interest in hanging out with me. maybe I am too selective but it doesn't do any good to lower my standards because thats not going to make me want to hang out with them anymore. Christine is going to be here in the spring... maybe that will help.. but I can't get too used to that cause she won't be here the next semester... transfering is looking better and better.. except the fact that i might actually HAVE to do work. that wouldn't be the coolest.
ok, well i better go and read through another book or something and try and make this sleep thing happen. what a pain..
Bonnie is sleeping. She slept for three hours this afternoon, and then went to bed around one.. And here i am. It's three and not an inner eyelid citing yet. No classes Wednesday thank goodness, but LOTS of work to do. Well ok not really. i have to write my individual freedoms paper, which I now have a clue about and I feel like it should be pretty easy, maybe even easier than Plato. Classes were good today, I JAMMED on my math test.. another A coming up! Whoop! Individual Freedoms was ok. we had this god awful discussion on civil liberties, this one crazy whacked out girl would not be quiet- I was even making rediculously conservative comments just to have something to make her stop talking. I go, I mean who cares if the government read our e-mails, they only mean for our safety, right? and a)warrick goes- Megan, stop making provoking comments and b) this girl goes, NO! because then i would be arrested for civl disobedience. Warrick got to the point where she wouldn't even stop the discussion to hear her out. Right, so I had lunch with Aimee and Liza, then came back and showered and read Burke and Paine so I could write this silly paper. Bonnie fell asleep, so i even got to turn the TV off. I worked on Greece for a while, and then went to the reveiw, where I realized that I am doing this all wrong, that my paper is going to suck and I essentially have to start over. Which I promptly did once I got home.
So I have been camped out in the study, reading and taking note. I have a new and improved two part thesis, a rough outline for my new draft, and books marked full of ideas. Tomorrow, though i have to write my other paper, I can't have my grade in that class suffer for comparative. but, then I am going to do nothing but work on this after that. And maybe go to CVS to buy earplugs.
On the homefront. Things are not looking up for Morgan. AJ and Wally are flying to Austin tomorrow. He is back in the hospital, something with his heart. Mommy is pretty upset, Daddy called me tonight to tell me that much. I could have to go home for thanksgiving a little early, or maybe make another trip before then. I can't believe break is sooo close! Whoa.
Oh SC excitement- I talked to the Academic Affairs director on Sunday, they are trying to re-form the SOC council, and NO ONE is interested except yours truly. They are going to publisize it more, but they are going to have a cabinet set up before Dec 7. Right now, as the only one interested, i have a pretty good shot, even if other people come along, I was the first and only, and he knows that. There is also a possible SOC seat in the GA. but right now those kids are pulling some crazy stuff. www.benladner.com for details.
ooooooooh I need some friends! I mean, there are plenty of people i talk to.. But, no one i really want to be friends with, or seems to have any interest in hanging out with me. maybe I am too selective but it doesn't do any good to lower my standards because thats not going to make me want to hang out with them anymore. Christine is going to be here in the spring... maybe that will help.. but I can't get too used to that cause she won't be here the next semester... transfering is looking better and better.. except the fact that i might actually HAVE to do work. that wouldn't be the coolest.
ok, well i better go and read through another book or something and try and make this sleep thing happen. what a pain..