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Oct 15, 2007 20:46

My life is one big paradox of blessing and curse. Of love and hate.

One-half of me is absolutely dreading wolfpack. The other half absolutely cannot wait for Wolfpack. We'll see how I feel that Saturday morning right before the game.

Probably not unlike how I feel now, with my stomach on my tongue, and pressure behind my eyes and an emptiness deep down, somewhere underneath all my organs and muscles and tissue.

I have 2.5 semesters of college left. Fucking weird. What am I going to do in 14 months?

In June, Eric is getting married. My brother, who is 21 right now, will be married in less than one year. My brother, the one I've spent 15 years trying to live up to, is going to be married and happily ever after in eight months.

I saw Guster on saturday. That was fun.

And I got books this weekend.

And I have a twelve page paper due Friday.

What a great fucking week.
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