Natal Musings
I turned 39 today.
Not sure I am ok with it. Nothing I can do about it. It just is.
Looking at my world, there is much I have done..things I never anticipated or ever dreamed of doing.
And there is much, much more I dreamed of and have not made happen yet.
Is there an age we get to and muse such thoughts and feel like.."(shrug) oh well..no big deal"
Or is there always this sense of "perpetual almost" that burns away at your soul, and whispers in your ear telling you that you have failed because at 39..it does not at all look like the life you projected/imagined it to be when you where 18.
*sigh*
Not sure I am ok with it. Nothing I can do about it. It just is.
Looking at my world, there is much I have done..things I never anticipated or ever dreamed of doing.
And there is much, much more I dreamed of and have not made happen yet.
Is there an age we get to and muse such thoughts and feel like.."(shrug) oh well..no big deal"
Or is there always this sense of "perpetual almost" that burns away at your soul, and whispers in your ear telling you that you have failed because at 39..it does not at all look like the life you projected/imagined it to be when you where 18.
*sigh*