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nothing and noone are perfect. so how do you come to terms with that? what do you do when you find yourself doing things completly out of character? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am so annoyed with everything right now. i am so glad i have something to get my frustration out on like tennis and the gym maybe at least when i get out of this funk i will leave some pounds behind. i am so happy to have such great friends eventhough i abuse them sometimes( sorry guys) austin, lisa, becca, vic, jo, andrea. you guys make me so happy and i do love matt. alot, even though sometimes i dont really show it.( but he doesnt always either) oh well off to the gym with austin i always feel great after.