out of control...but never lost
Will someone please help me…I feel like I’m suffocating…I’m opening my mouth and screaming….no sound is exuding from my mouth…like I’m screaming under water. Why do I expect anyone else to hear me…I can’t even hear myself. I don’t even feel myself until I get to this point where it is too late because I’m ready to break down. I’m in a car that’s speeding along the road with no brakes and no steering wheel and there is a sharp bend in the road ahead and I have no control.
So that’s how and what I ‘m feeling…but I don’t feel lost. I’m not lost cause she’s guiding the way. I know that the road bends ahead. I know where it leads because whether or not the car turns on its own or it careens off of the road into a ditch or off of a cliff….She’s there.
So that’s how and what I ‘m feeling…but I don’t feel lost. I’m not lost cause she’s guiding the way. I know that the road bends ahead. I know where it leads because whether or not the car turns on its own or it careens off of the road into a ditch or off of a cliff….She’s there.