momeraths
deciding on some things.
1) yes i'm still too gimpy to do certain things. thats fine. how do i eliminate the feeling that i'm using my cane as a crutch?
$) i still feel the need to get off of my ass and be productive. that feeling of self worth that comes from a solid days work. (haven't really felt that since barbacking) the house has been cleaner than usual but thats about it.
%) frustrated with the fact that buffy doesn't seem to care about her body/brain as much as she used to. ( in all senses) at least we can talk about it. and she's doing her best, goddamnit
5) liking the fact that i can go sniffing elsewhere for what i need without her giving a crap.
2) really wanting this whole disability ordeal to be over with so i can move on.
#) having such a solid foundation with Lady Buffington makes the collection calls, bad habits and grim outlook completely manageable. love lasts longer than debt, y'all.
1) yes i'm still too gimpy to do certain things. thats fine. how do i eliminate the feeling that i'm using my cane as a crutch?
$) i still feel the need to get off of my ass and be productive. that feeling of self worth that comes from a solid days work. (haven't really felt that since barbacking) the house has been cleaner than usual but thats about it.
%) frustrated with the fact that buffy doesn't seem to care about her body/brain as much as she used to. ( in all senses) at least we can talk about it. and she's doing her best, goddamnit
5) liking the fact that i can go sniffing elsewhere for what i need without her giving a crap.
2) really wanting this whole disability ordeal to be over with so i can move on.
#) having such a solid foundation with Lady Buffington makes the collection calls, bad habits and grim outlook completely manageable. love lasts longer than debt, y'all.