When feelings collide
Have you had a moment where you think you want to do good but your mind tell you not to do good cos it will affect your work? It's happening to me now. I have this elderly staff who dunno anything & wants a refresher course on this certain job scope. Actually it's none of my business cos I'm covering the job for colleague A who has gone AWOL. Then it become my job on top of my other job. So since recently I haven't been hitting my targets & have become one of the staff under the "poor targets" category... it got me thinking. Why am I assisting others when I am struggling to reach my KPIs? Why do I need to help coworkers (time spent) when I can use that time to help my targets????? Why should I help coworker reach THEIR targets & sacrifice MY targets?? So I decided not to help the elderly staff. Even my heart says "she's so poor thing, she's old, yadda yadda" my mind had been made up. No more helping others till I'm in the "TOP PERFORMER" list.
I have gone to the dark side.
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