Happy New Year
Happy New Year Everyone!
Its been a really shitty year now that i look back at it...my new years last year was okay, i didnt spend it with alot of people but it was aight. I had a shitty year at school, and if i remember correctly i wasnt really gettin along with some people..i didnt get along with my grandma when she came in february with my dad and two months later loss a huge part of my life, and after that everything kinda seemed downhill after that.. i felt a tonne of guilty, i felt horrible and i let my mom down, and became a lil selfish at times.. But this year...well it was just "ok"... nothing to special, nothing that i remember that made me super happy besides turning 21, having family in from winnipeg, seeing jess this summer, going to toronto and of course those super amazing conversations i had with people ive been best friends with for a long time and the new close friends ive made this year.
so i guess this year wasnt all bad...shame on me for being so negative...
2005 is going to be a year to heal, a year to cope and a year to try things i wouldnt think of doing. I have a amazing summer planned out and i looking forward to quitting hmv. I have alot of things to be thankful for, ive had good friends who've helped me deal with the loss of my dad and my shitty life. Ive been fortunate to have people who really care about me and have tried to make me feel as comfortable and happy as possible. This year i plan on being happy... not healthy.. hehehe but just happy... its offically time for be to grow up and take life by the balls and really figure shit out. I graduate this year and i will finally have a degree!!! so heres to hard work, less drinking and saving for a bright and oh soo fuckin cheerful year!!
hehehe.. oh and i dont want to have anymore crushes.. thats done too...raise your glasses this year is to getting what you want, but most importantly what you need!
Happy 2005!
ps. i got drunk last night but not stupidly drunk and me and heather made the ultimate breakfast!!
Its been a really shitty year now that i look back at it...my new years last year was okay, i didnt spend it with alot of people but it was aight. I had a shitty year at school, and if i remember correctly i wasnt really gettin along with some people..i didnt get along with my grandma when she came in february with my dad and two months later loss a huge part of my life, and after that everything kinda seemed downhill after that.. i felt a tonne of guilty, i felt horrible and i let my mom down, and became a lil selfish at times.. But this year...well it was just "ok"... nothing to special, nothing that i remember that made me super happy besides turning 21, having family in from winnipeg, seeing jess this summer, going to toronto and of course those super amazing conversations i had with people ive been best friends with for a long time and the new close friends ive made this year.
so i guess this year wasnt all bad...shame on me for being so negative...
2005 is going to be a year to heal, a year to cope and a year to try things i wouldnt think of doing. I have a amazing summer planned out and i looking forward to quitting hmv. I have alot of things to be thankful for, ive had good friends who've helped me deal with the loss of my dad and my shitty life. Ive been fortunate to have people who really care about me and have tried to make me feel as comfortable and happy as possible. This year i plan on being happy... not healthy.. hehehe but just happy... its offically time for be to grow up and take life by the balls and really figure shit out. I graduate this year and i will finally have a degree!!! so heres to hard work, less drinking and saving for a bright and oh soo fuckin cheerful year!!
hehehe.. oh and i dont want to have anymore crushes.. thats done too...raise your glasses this year is to getting what you want, but most importantly what you need!
Happy 2005!
ps. i got drunk last night but not stupidly drunk and me and heather made the ultimate breakfast!!