To you: you know who you are.
Oh honey that's enough of your nonsense and bullshit.
Tecnically you're the one that called it off. I'm sorry if you "don't remember" and I'm sorry if the reasons you left me don't treat you as well as I did. You took a gamble and you lost. Better luck next time. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings when I told you about Mike. But you have done that to me before, and you never were sorry. That's the difference between us.
You are not even making an effort to be my friend. Hanging out with EVERYONE that you cheated on me with. SERIOUSLY? What do you expect? I'm glad you don't tell me things. I don't want to deal with anymore of your games.
I hope one day we can work things out and be friends again because I really do care about you. But I am not looking for anything more than that. You have had several chances. You blew every single one.
I can't do this to myself anymore. I can't let you do this to me either. I can't take it anymore.
I DEMAND TO BE RESPECTED. And if you can't do that, I can find someone who can. I am a good woman and I deserve to be loved. I have figured it out, I am not a bad person, I do not deserve what you do. I deserve so much more, and you just aren't ready to give it to me.
The hard part, what keeps drawing me back, is that I don't want to lose the love of my life. I know we have had plenty of good times but they weren't enough to weigh out the bad ones. I keep thinking that in the future you will stop taking me for granted. But if I want you and everyone else to respect me, I have to leave. I have to give up on love. That's what breaks my heart. But if it is meant to be, then... it is meant to be, and that means that God or the universe, or whoever controls destiny, will change you for the better.
I want things to work out. But right now, I like getting POSITIVE attention.
I have to stop writing now. I can't do this anymore.
Tecnically you're the one that called it off. I'm sorry if you "don't remember" and I'm sorry if the reasons you left me don't treat you as well as I did. You took a gamble and you lost. Better luck next time. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings when I told you about Mike. But you have done that to me before, and you never were sorry. That's the difference between us.
You are not even making an effort to be my friend. Hanging out with EVERYONE that you cheated on me with. SERIOUSLY? What do you expect? I'm glad you don't tell me things. I don't want to deal with anymore of your games.
I hope one day we can work things out and be friends again because I really do care about you. But I am not looking for anything more than that. You have had several chances. You blew every single one.
I can't do this to myself anymore. I can't let you do this to me either. I can't take it anymore.
I DEMAND TO BE RESPECTED. And if you can't do that, I can find someone who can. I am a good woman and I deserve to be loved. I have figured it out, I am not a bad person, I do not deserve what you do. I deserve so much more, and you just aren't ready to give it to me.
The hard part, what keeps drawing me back, is that I don't want to lose the love of my life. I know we have had plenty of good times but they weren't enough to weigh out the bad ones. I keep thinking that in the future you will stop taking me for granted. But if I want you and everyone else to respect me, I have to leave. I have to give up on love. That's what breaks my heart. But if it is meant to be, then... it is meant to be, and that means that God or the universe, or whoever controls destiny, will change you for the better.
I want things to work out. But right now, I like getting POSITIVE attention.
I have to stop writing now. I can't do this anymore.