OUCH!
had surgery today. dr had to cut and scrape my sinuses and cut 2 teeth out of my head. i'm really fucked up right now so i've got no pain!!!! (giggles)
SIS R U OK????? I AIN'T HEARD FROM U IN A WHILE! HUGHS TO U AND LIL EMS!!! MISS YA'LL!!!!!
spoke w/christy...........u know the "MISTRESS" well stories coincide with one another and i'm working on my relationship. it's really hard to get over something like this. it's the trust thing and i'm really hoping that i can get past this. they say that love will conquer all..............but does that include a broken heart???? let's hope so.
who knows!!!!! maybe i am stupid and gullible. what's to say that hubby didn't tell christy what to say? i don't know.............i did ask her and she promises that they haven't spoke since he called her and told her not to call n e more. but my whole point is "yeah right! what in the hell makes me think that i'm gonna believe n e thing either one of them say" well i guess that's part of forgiving him. learning to trust him again. i know it's gonna take time ................a long time. but i do love him and i do wanna make it work.
i'm talking to a counselor not (actually face to face and not advice online.........lol) it's the advice of the councelor that everyone makes mistakes and i should atleast try. she told me that i am reverting back to my old self........the one that runs from all troubles and hides from the world. like she said..........love takes time and u hafta work at it,. i feel like i should give him another chance................ONE MORE CHANCE...........b/c i've made mistakes that i've learned from.......so maybe he will learn from his. i hafta give him the benefit of the doubt.
this guy i know is in a band..............MALICE..........they r a new band from the "PINE BELT" and he gave me a CD. IT IS AWESOME. i've listened to it so many times........it's wonderful. it's a metal band and it is absolutely wonderful. i'm gonna send my sis a copy b/c i think she would like it :D
my lil bro graduates from hs this year. god i feel old.
my son is in the gifted program. i am so proud of him. i'm really glad that he's got smarts and that he's not a dumb ass like me.lol
was at dr friday b/c of pain in arms. come to find out i'm in latter stages of carpal tunnel. its painful and they r talking bout surgery. i dont' know.
k sis y ain't u written me,. r u ok????? plz get in touch w/me. love ya'll
well hugs and kisses to all
xoxoxox
SIS R U OK????? I AIN'T HEARD FROM U IN A WHILE! HUGHS TO U AND LIL EMS!!! MISS YA'LL!!!!!
spoke w/christy...........u know the "MISTRESS" well stories coincide with one another and i'm working on my relationship. it's really hard to get over something like this. it's the trust thing and i'm really hoping that i can get past this. they say that love will conquer all..............but does that include a broken heart???? let's hope so.
who knows!!!!! maybe i am stupid and gullible. what's to say that hubby didn't tell christy what to say? i don't know.............i did ask her and she promises that they haven't spoke since he called her and told her not to call n e more. but my whole point is "yeah right! what in the hell makes me think that i'm gonna believe n e thing either one of them say" well i guess that's part of forgiving him. learning to trust him again. i know it's gonna take time ................a long time. but i do love him and i do wanna make it work.
i'm talking to a counselor not (actually face to face and not advice online.........lol) it's the advice of the councelor that everyone makes mistakes and i should atleast try. she told me that i am reverting back to my old self........the one that runs from all troubles and hides from the world. like she said..........love takes time and u hafta work at it,. i feel like i should give him another chance................ONE MORE CHANCE...........b/c i've made mistakes that i've learned from.......so maybe he will learn from his. i hafta give him the benefit of the doubt.
this guy i know is in a band..............MALICE..........they r a new band from the "PINE BELT" and he gave me a CD. IT IS AWESOME. i've listened to it so many times........it's wonderful. it's a metal band and it is absolutely wonderful. i'm gonna send my sis a copy b/c i think she would like it :D
my lil bro graduates from hs this year. god i feel old.
my son is in the gifted program. i am so proud of him. i'm really glad that he's got smarts and that he's not a dumb ass like me.lol
was at dr friday b/c of pain in arms. come to find out i'm in latter stages of carpal tunnel. its painful and they r talking bout surgery. i dont' know.
k sis y ain't u written me,. r u ok????? plz get in touch w/me. love ya'll
well hugs and kisses to all
xoxoxox