Since you are being pathetic and running away from talking through certain issues with me I might aswell post it here since I can't contact you via myspace/msn/e-mail anymore
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Ok so im the one that has moving out planned, checks the job center and S1 jobs every day, trying to get into a career. Probably about the same as you but your not planning to move out. I don't live online, and i've already explained that kevin considers you to be one of his friends therefor if you invited me out then he would wonder why he didn't get invited out, its unfair. And for your information, i do go out, i have friends other than you.
Oh and im not trying to make myself look like the better person, i really dont care :) If i was one of your best mates, god, it didnt feel like it, it felt like i was just someone you knew. We all know im not the strongest person, but ffs, nether are you. Ive not had the greatest time in school, mean while you've been the big bad ass one that no one messes with, dont you think thats going to make us both different or should i go around acting like im a bad ass and that everyone but me is wrong?
But seriously, different life's, different people, different experiences makes guess what, different adults!
But pfft whatever, you've already got your view locked in and its not about to change, i've learned that much.
I don't let people walk all over me. That doesn't make me "big bad ass one that no one messes with"
If you did't care then you wouldnt feel the need to keep trying to prove yourself.
I consider Kevin a friend but it doesn't mean we can't have nights where it is JUST girls.I spoke to Kevin about that and he agree'd it would be good to get some time to himself to do his music and other crap.
You have moving out planned yet you don't have a steady income? That's not exactly a smart move.
Planning is forward thinking, its about as smart as someing going "my phone bill is due next month, its going to cost, lets see" and then they do the math so they know how much there gonna need.Basicly if i know roughly how much a flat is going to cost per month it can help me decide hours and pay rates and also types of jobs, i dont think thats stupid or pointless, i think its quite handy, you may think diffrent but whatever.
And you act like you are right all the time, even if its been proven your not, thats what i mean by "big bad ass that no one messes with"
Im not trying to prove myself, im trying to IMPROVE myself, trying to change you hair and style and everything does not mean im trying to prove myself, argueing back when i know my points is not trying to prove myself, its called putting your point accross. and ive never been invited to a all girls thing, only the london trip which i was told "no" because no one knew where they were going/what they were doing.I told you what my dad would have allowed and you threw a strop and kicked up a fuss.it wasnt me that kicked up a fuss.
You're 18. Your dad isn't exactly in charge of everything you do is he? Plus the whole point of going to London was that it was new. It wouldnt be new if we knew where to go and things would it?
Planning is forward thinking if you do it properly. I know the way you act and life ain't no fairytale. You're going to be stuck way over you're head with college,rent and a job. It's not all happy times.
You and Kevin don't have a strong enough relationship to live together and make it work and last. You don't have the attitude to hold a job down. You don't really understand how childish and silly you are at time's but of course you will just push that out the way.
Good for you with you're "forward thinking"
I know which one of us will be somewhere in a few years time.
Eh whatever, i agreed with my dad, i dont want to go get lost in some big city with a crime rate as high as the empire state building with two underage teenagers and kirsty.If i want to go somewhere new i at least ask someone thats been before so i dont get into trouble and end up in some place that im bound to get shot/stabbed/murderd in.
I wont be over my head, im quite capable at planning things successfully and you dont know bullshit about my relationship with kevin.Well, not since two months ago, you only know that i hate amber and thats about it. I know very well that life isnt a fairy tail, its never been a fairy tail or a bed of roses.
I can, believe it or not (oh we all know you wont) hold down a job, If you hadnt noticed, i got fired, i didn't quit, i would have continued working even if it sucked, i needed the money. One because they relised hiring under 18's isnt very handy if the till is behind a bar, and the other because the agency told the wrong times. I dont even know why im makeing excuses, you've already set your mind, as ive said before.
you could say " im going to become a world class photographer" then have someone very important saying you complete shit and then you get no more jobs and you would still go "im going to become a world class photographer" and you would continue that untill you died.
I on the other hand know im shit, i know i have no talents, so i dont mind working like my dad has been, 25 years with the same company, he hates it but he needs the money so he keeps working, ive got that attitude from him, and untill im 20, i'll continue trying college courses to see what its like and make a go at it. I know what im going to be like for the next 60 years and it dosnt bother me.
I know what my life is going to be like, im not bothered by it, i know i'll have a steady job by 20, working to give myself a decent life where as you will probably be trying to make it as a photographer or training to be a dental nurse. whatever.makes no difference to me, your little "insult" about me going no where means fuck shit all to me, because its you saying it.
and you my dear, have the same future as all humans.
You've just admitted the rest of you're life is going to be shite. You don't even seem fussed about changing it and making it better do you?
I am a photographer. It's what I do. I'm training to be a PROFESSIONAL Photographer. I know and have been told I have the potential to be really good but if it doesn't work out then I'm aware I'll need to switch career paths.
And you will get fired from every single job you go for due to you're pathetic excuse for a thing called personallity and having a 13year olds attitude problem.
You really make me LOL.
I know that Kevin didn't want to be with you a while ago and tbh I hope he gets out of there asap. Fuck being stuck with you for life!
If you really didn't give a toss you wouldn't be going on and on and on and trying to make yourself seem smart and all future planned.Working at a shitty job isnt exactly steady income.
I'll work part-time,do my photography on the side and be 100% happy with doing that. I don't give a toss if I'm rich or sucessful. I want to be happy and I can tell you now Photography will always make me happy wether it's a career or not.
All in all I know I will be 100 times better off in life than someone who's quite happy to accept a shitty life in a shitty job.
Away threaten to top yourself again like you normally do....
btw, dont think you can use one instance in my relationship to try to "upset" me when you obviously cannot keep your own relationships going and give up and move onto another guy before you've split up with them. thats just a bit hypocritical y'know.
I wasn't trying to upset you. Just telling you fact.
I can keep my own relationships going I just chose to end what wasn't a good relationship. Me and Gary split up because it was no longer working and we are two diffrent people.
It's called common sense and moving on in life wheras you are permanently attached to kevins side.
That's not what happened with tom, you already had it all planned out, dump tom, go out with gary, shag him. and what ive been told is your almost doing the same thing this time round.
Oh from what you've been told? Who is you're source then and who exactly am I suppoed to be going after then?
Why are you trying to turn the shit spoon?
I didn't have anyting planned out. Me and Tom weren't working and I can have him tell you that if you need it. I did not plan to go out with Gary or "shag" him as you put it.
Me and Gary liked each other so we became a couple,funnily enough that's what happens.
Is this you trying to claw something back because it really isn't working.
Nah, just pointing out the fact you have no right to try to spread shit over my relationship with kevin. And you know them, and quite really, i dont really mind them, so im not going to give you more ammo and them some too.
I don't live online, and i've already explained that kevin considers you to be one of his friends therefor if you invited me out then he would wonder why he didn't get invited out, its unfair. And for your information, i do go out, i have friends other than you.
Oh and im not trying to make myself look like the better person, i really dont care :)
If i was one of your best mates, god, it didnt feel like it, it felt like i was just someone you knew.
We all know im not the strongest person, but ffs, nether are you.
Ive not had the greatest time in school, mean while you've been the big bad ass one that no one messes with, dont you think thats going to make us both different or should i go around acting like im a bad ass and that everyone but me is wrong?
But seriously, different life's, different people, different experiences makes guess what, different adults!
But pfft whatever, you've already got your view locked in and its not about to change, i've learned that much.
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If you did't care then you wouldnt feel the need to keep trying to prove yourself.
I consider Kevin a friend but it doesn't mean we can't have nights where it is JUST girls.I spoke to Kevin about that and he agree'd it would be good to get some time to himself to do his music and other crap.
You have moving out planned yet you don't have a steady income? That's not exactly a smart move.
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And you act like you are right all the time, even if its been proven your not, thats what i mean by "big bad ass that no one messes with"
Im not trying to prove myself, im trying to IMPROVE myself, trying to change you hair and style and everything does not mean im trying to prove myself, argueing back when i know my points is not trying to prove myself, its called putting your point accross.
and ive never been invited to a all girls thing, only the london trip which i was told "no" because no one knew where they were going/what they were doing.I told you what my dad would have allowed and you threw a strop and kicked up a fuss.it wasnt me that kicked up a fuss.
Thats all really.
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Planning is forward thinking if you do it properly. I know the way you act and life ain't no fairytale. You're going to be stuck way over you're head with college,rent and a job. It's not all happy times.
You and Kevin don't have a strong enough relationship to live together and make it work and last. You don't have the attitude to hold a job down. You don't really understand how childish and silly you are at time's but of course you will just push that out the way.
Good for you with you're "forward thinking"
I know which one of us will be somewhere in a few years time.
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I wont be over my head, im quite capable at planning things successfully and you dont know bullshit about my relationship with kevin.Well, not since two months ago, you only know that i hate amber and thats about it. I know very well that life isnt a fairy tail, its never been a fairy tail or a bed of roses.
I can, believe it or not (oh we all know you wont) hold down a job, If you hadnt noticed, i got fired, i didn't quit, i would have continued working even if it sucked, i needed the money. One because they relised hiring under 18's isnt very handy if the till is behind a bar, and the other because the agency told the wrong times.
I dont even know why im makeing excuses, you've already set your mind, as ive said before.
you could say " im going to become a world class photographer" then have someone very important saying you complete shit and then you get no more jobs and you would still go "im going to become a world class photographer" and you would continue that untill you died.
I on the other hand know im shit, i know i have no talents, so i dont mind working like my dad has been, 25 years with the same company, he hates it but he needs the money so he keeps working, ive got that attitude from him, and untill im 20, i'll continue trying college courses to see what its like and make a go at it. I know what im going to be like for the next 60 years and it dosnt bother me.
I know what my life is going to be like, im not bothered by it, i know i'll have a steady job by 20, working to give myself a decent life where as you will probably be trying to make it as a photographer or training to be a dental nurse. whatever.makes no difference to me, your little "insult" about me going no where means fuck shit all to me, because its you saying it.
and you my dear, have the same future as all humans.
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I am a photographer. It's what I do. I'm training to be a PROFESSIONAL Photographer. I know and have been told I have the potential to be really good but if it doesn't work out then I'm aware I'll need to switch career paths.
And you will get fired from every single job you go for due to you're pathetic excuse for a thing called personallity and having a 13year olds attitude problem.
You really make me LOL.
I know that Kevin didn't want to be with you a while ago and tbh I hope he gets out of there asap. Fuck being stuck with you for life!
If you really didn't give a toss you wouldn't be going on and on and on and trying to make yourself seem smart and all future planned.Working at a shitty job isnt exactly steady income.
I'll work part-time,do my photography on the side and be 100% happy with doing that. I don't give a toss if I'm rich or sucessful. I want to be happy and I can tell you now Photography will always make me happy wether it's a career or not.
All in all I know I will be 100 times better off in life than someone who's quite happy to accept a shitty life in a shitty job.
Away threaten to top yourself again like you normally do....
and you my dear,will hopefully go sooner
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you do what you want you think what you want.
your just a pig headed ignorant stuck up twat who lives in the make belive land of julie.
you accuse me of the same but meh, i dont really give a rats arse.
unlike you
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btw, dont think you can use one instance in my relationship to try to "upset" me when you obviously cannot keep your own relationships going and give up and move onto another guy before you've split up with them.
thats just a bit hypocritical y'know.
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I can keep my own relationships going I just chose to end what wasn't a good relationship. Me and Gary split up because it was no longer working and we are two diffrent people.
It's called common sense and moving on in life wheras you are permanently attached to kevins side.
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and what ive been told is your almost doing the same thing this time round.
And for your information, we're quite happy.:)
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Why are you trying to turn the shit spoon?
I didn't have anyting planned out. Me and Tom weren't working and I can have him tell you that if you need it. I did not plan to go out with Gary or "shag" him as you put it.
Me and Gary liked each other so we became a couple,funnily enough that's what happens.
Is this you trying to claw something back because it really isn't working.
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And you know them, and quite really, i dont really mind them, so im not going to give you more ammo and them some too.
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Don't start shit if you're going to pussy away.
Trying to stir crap with me is not exactly a grand idea.
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Not going to say? hmm maybe because it's alot of SHITE
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