Sly Chances.
You are a memory that will not evaporate.
Ever time I see that color car roll down my street, I pray.
I hope to see you pull down and get out to ask to hug me.
I don't know why you would.
Hell, I don't know why I think you should.
Things ended badly when you left.
I wish that I had never let you go.
I simply lost that hug...
You said to go inside and I obeyed...
But dear god, I wish I had stayed.
I loved you once because of your place in my heart.
I let you back into that place after you ripped yourself from it the first time.
You are my brother.
You are my friend.
But I never expected things to really end.
I message you at least once a week.
Letting you know anything you might seek.
I know that you and I will never be ok.
But you know I can't help by silently pray.
I pray that you will call me one day and be across the road.
I pray that you will say to me that you've forgiven me.
I pray that I will see you before I graduate.
I pray that you will be there to see my kids grow.
I pray that you will be there to watch my birthdays pass.
That I will be there to watch you grow old with your family.
That I will be able to tell your kids tales of everything that we endured.
That I will be able to tell your kids about that one day, that one lock-in, that one afternoon in the place that you had went to to seek peace.
I loved you then and that hasn't changed.
Be safe.
Stay safe.
That is all that I ask for now.
That is all that I have the right to ask...
And that you will never forget me and the days we shared.
Ever time I see that color car roll down my street, I pray.
I hope to see you pull down and get out to ask to hug me.
I don't know why you would.
Hell, I don't know why I think you should.
Things ended badly when you left.
I wish that I had never let you go.
I simply lost that hug...
You said to go inside and I obeyed...
But dear god, I wish I had stayed.
I loved you once because of your place in my heart.
I let you back into that place after you ripped yourself from it the first time.
You are my brother.
You are my friend.
But I never expected things to really end.
I message you at least once a week.
Letting you know anything you might seek.
I know that you and I will never be ok.
But you know I can't help by silently pray.
I pray that you will call me one day and be across the road.
I pray that you will say to me that you've forgiven me.
I pray that I will see you before I graduate.
I pray that you will be there to see my kids grow.
I pray that you will be there to watch my birthdays pass.
That I will be there to watch you grow old with your family.
That I will be able to tell your kids tales of everything that we endured.
That I will be able to tell your kids about that one day, that one lock-in, that one afternoon in the place that you had went to to seek peace.
I loved you then and that hasn't changed.
Be safe.
Stay safe.
That is all that I ask for now.
That is all that I have the right to ask...
And that you will never forget me and the days we shared.