and again i am the new old kid...
ok, so life keeps getting either more interesting or fucked up... all is well with the job at target, i have 10 credit apps, and tracy my manager is calling me her little credit star! so i am pretty sure they are going to keep me... i do a good job until someone from my past distracts me and suddenly appears back in my life again... like andres... then there is ian... then there is my mad monkey lover paul...
maybe i should turn to lesbianism... nah...
i am going to school again... something like when ever i have a day off... from work... i am going to the site i used to... not the morgue... but i think that is for the better, there is too much drama at the other site... i am happy, i hang out with my lover of course, then this girl jen that i met last year for prom commitee, and scotterine, who is scotterine because thats what me and marco used to call him because he used to wear orange all the time, and some other metal kid...
paul is staying the night thanksgiving, then the next day we both work till close... the biggest shopping day of the year... joy... thanksgiving is going to be heavenly... sleeping next to him... really he is a good guy. the difference between him and EVERYSINGLE other guy is he is not whishy washy about having sex all the time... if i dont feel like it or even feel like talking about it hes stays cool... no other guy that i have ever met is like that... ian on the other hand, im not with him, but his constant talk about sex, makes me really uncomfertable... i love my paul, and thats pretty final... yes paul pisses me off at times, but i cant stay mad at him... i just want ian to be there as a friend... is that too much to ask... even if i was to break up with paul, i am not sure i would want another relationship at the moment... it would take me a while to get over paul... but yes here is a long overdue update... i dont update much anymore because i am never at school, and my computer at home is gay, and i am not allowed back at the other site due to me and christina fighting...
so the outcome of all of that is,
-I am getting a place with Paul.
-Not going back to that other shithole of a site.
-Maybe I will graduate now and not fuck arounf all the time... i finished a section in math today, and i did my science... so thats just a little closer...
christina was talking shit for a while, but i figured it was pointless to bother stopping her because one i will go to big peoples, jail, 2 i could get my ass kicked, three i figured eventually it would die down, i have other things bigger to worry about... so i will try to update as much as possible...
NOT THAT ANYONE READS THIS OR CARES!!!
♥ ♥ ♥
sarah
oh yea...
loofa + squishy= ♥ 4 ever!
maybe i should turn to lesbianism... nah...
i am going to school again... something like when ever i have a day off... from work... i am going to the site i used to... not the morgue... but i think that is for the better, there is too much drama at the other site... i am happy, i hang out with my lover of course, then this girl jen that i met last year for prom commitee, and scotterine, who is scotterine because thats what me and marco used to call him because he used to wear orange all the time, and some other metal kid...
paul is staying the night thanksgiving, then the next day we both work till close... the biggest shopping day of the year... joy... thanksgiving is going to be heavenly... sleeping next to him... really he is a good guy. the difference between him and EVERYSINGLE other guy is he is not whishy washy about having sex all the time... if i dont feel like it or even feel like talking about it hes stays cool... no other guy that i have ever met is like that... ian on the other hand, im not with him, but his constant talk about sex, makes me really uncomfertable... i love my paul, and thats pretty final... yes paul pisses me off at times, but i cant stay mad at him... i just want ian to be there as a friend... is that too much to ask... even if i was to break up with paul, i am not sure i would want another relationship at the moment... it would take me a while to get over paul... but yes here is a long overdue update... i dont update much anymore because i am never at school, and my computer at home is gay, and i am not allowed back at the other site due to me and christina fighting...
so the outcome of all of that is,
-I am getting a place with Paul.
-Not going back to that other shithole of a site.
-Maybe I will graduate now and not fuck arounf all the time... i finished a section in math today, and i did my science... so thats just a little closer...
christina was talking shit for a while, but i figured it was pointless to bother stopping her because one i will go to big peoples, jail, 2 i could get my ass kicked, three i figured eventually it would die down, i have other things bigger to worry about... so i will try to update as much as possible...
NOT THAT ANYONE READS THIS OR CARES!!!
♥ ♥ ♥
sarah
oh yea...
loofa + squishy= ♥ 4 ever!