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well i am back with my mom, not as lovely as i thought it would be... turns out the job that i got is going to be paying me 8 dollars a fucking hour instead of ten, which only means ill be making 96 dollars a week cas i can only work 12 hours a week, my fucking family is driving me up the wall, i miss marco, and when i do talk to him he treats me like shit, my brother wants to kill himself, i dont get any fucking sleep because andres thinks we have something going on which is bull shit and i have made it clear, HE WONT STOP FUCKING CALLING!!! my mom is back to her old bitchy self. and my dad is still drinking...
however the poetry reading at school was perfect... it came out soo good... people at school are stupid... except for christina and victor, and alyssa, there are a couple cool people that dont piss me off or agitate me or LIE to me... like jonathin, natalia, and this guy nick who doesnt have hair, who isnt emo, doesnt play guitar, BUT i sorta think hes cute in an idiot kind of way...
kay church is going awsome... i made a friend... her name is morgan, she is awsome... she smokes... she likes cool music, and shes always loud and hyper, a lot how i used to be before people told me that i was stupid... i dont htink shes stupid though... i wish i could still be like that... for the first time in 4 years, at the poetry slam i was like that, that night alyssa and jonathin hooked up, nick stayed at the slam for me, christina and victor were there, and i can solemnly swear that and the youth group after glow at caties house were fucking magical... i love times like that... oh yea, then on saturday me christina and victor went to fall crawl, there was an awsome band called one for hope, oh, they were lovely, me and christina were ummm high... that was the first time in about a year... it was beautiful... the three things that i loved since i have moved in were
the afterglow party
fall crawl
poetry slam... it was fun...
at church, there is this guy.. he sorta has hair, his name is sean, and he goes to rio rancho, and he wears hurley and shit like that, but he is hawt... i like him a lot... not just physically attracted but i love his personality... he makes me smile a lot... only problem is, im not sure if morgan likes him and i dont want to make her sad about it... she said she didnt anymore, that he is like a brother to her, i know catie likes him, but catie is acting really distant from me, morgan i have known for like a week, and she seems like a closer friend...
if i was to get sean... i would be happy, but i more or less have realized that i need to take relationships slow... every person i meet i cant fall in love with...so... taa daa!!! i was supposed to be at freedom fest (christian concert at uncle cliffs amusement park) tonight but i have to go into work at four... bleh...
my week...
saturday-clean
sunday- me and morgan may go out to blue dragon,
monday-clean
tuesday-school and work
wednesday-school and work
thursday-school and work
friday-school and maybe some plans with christina looking a apartments...
there are these apartments behind our school/morgue me and christina think it would be cool to get those, school would be our backyard... hmmm dunno...
shes getting a 1,500 car this week... yay...
im getting my license soon so i can drive us around... god, please help me...
-kitty-
however the poetry reading at school was perfect... it came out soo good... people at school are stupid... except for christina and victor, and alyssa, there are a couple cool people that dont piss me off or agitate me or LIE to me... like jonathin, natalia, and this guy nick who doesnt have hair, who isnt emo, doesnt play guitar, BUT i sorta think hes cute in an idiot kind of way...
kay church is going awsome... i made a friend... her name is morgan, she is awsome... she smokes... she likes cool music, and shes always loud and hyper, a lot how i used to be before people told me that i was stupid... i dont htink shes stupid though... i wish i could still be like that... for the first time in 4 years, at the poetry slam i was like that, that night alyssa and jonathin hooked up, nick stayed at the slam for me, christina and victor were there, and i can solemnly swear that and the youth group after glow at caties house were fucking magical... i love times like that... oh yea, then on saturday me christina and victor went to fall crawl, there was an awsome band called one for hope, oh, they were lovely, me and christina were ummm high... that was the first time in about a year... it was beautiful... the three things that i loved since i have moved in were
the afterglow party
fall crawl
poetry slam... it was fun...
at church, there is this guy.. he sorta has hair, his name is sean, and he goes to rio rancho, and he wears hurley and shit like that, but he is hawt... i like him a lot... not just physically attracted but i love his personality... he makes me smile a lot... only problem is, im not sure if morgan likes him and i dont want to make her sad about it... she said she didnt anymore, that he is like a brother to her, i know catie likes him, but catie is acting really distant from me, morgan i have known for like a week, and she seems like a closer friend...
if i was to get sean... i would be happy, but i more or less have realized that i need to take relationships slow... every person i meet i cant fall in love with...so... taa daa!!! i was supposed to be at freedom fest (christian concert at uncle cliffs amusement park) tonight but i have to go into work at four... bleh...
my week...
saturday-clean
sunday- me and morgan may go out to blue dragon,
monday-clean
tuesday-school and work
wednesday-school and work
thursday-school and work
friday-school and maybe some plans with christina looking a apartments...
there are these apartments behind our school/morgue me and christina think it would be cool to get those, school would be our backyard... hmmm dunno...
shes getting a 1,500 car this week... yay...
im getting my license soon so i can drive us around... god, please help me...
-kitty-