My Christmas break
Well I cannot go home for xmas break this year b/c of my job at wctv. I'm sad b/c I've never been away from my family on christmas before and I have to work from 3-11pm. I don't have my job down yet...it's probably going to take a while. I hate making mistakes and that's all I've seem to be doing lately. I just need to get faster at editing...I spend way too much time on one project. It would be nice to have someone to come home to after a bad day at work. You know I really haven't thought of wanting or needing companionship in a while. I've kinda just been taking it one day at a time. It's just when you have a hard day, or you sit and watch tv or a movie alone, go to the grocery store alone, and have to spend xmas alone it is impossible to avoid the thought "god, why don't i have a boyfriend?" I don't know I'm sure it will pass.