Haven't posted in forever
I find I only feel like posting now when I'm not in a good mood or when i feel like I've undergone a huge disappointment or dilemma. I don't post that often though so I suppose that has to account for something. I'm so confused and conflicted, cause while a lot of great and wonderful things are going on right now, graduating for instance, a lot of upsetting and confusing stuff is going on too. I don't know where I'm gonna be living for the majority of the summer, I feel as if in a way I've been taken advantage of also. Yet at the same time I wonder if i invited it in some way or whether it was my fault ( the advantage thing not the living space they're different matters entirely, why i put them in the same sentence who knows). Anyway it seems like moments of great happiness must be accompanied with confusion. I suppose it's how life works. I mean we're graduating which is great cause its what we've been working towards the whole of our lives. Now we're just working towards graduating at yet another level. Then after that? I suppose the point is to find something that you truly enjoy and to make an occupation out of that. Maybe one of my problems is that I don't really have as many concrete goals as I used to. It's not that I lack ambition, theres just nothing that I really WANT. Anyway I know this post may make little to no sense, i guess it's a reflection on how i feel in a way cause theres just a lot of stuff going on. Oh well now that I've senselessy ranted for awhile I shall wrap this up. Done and done.