just another one of those days
Woke up this morning and didn't want to get out of bed. Part of the reason for this was that I was woken up at three a.m. by my upstairs neighbors having sex, followed by a raging fight, then more sex, then another raging fight. Guess I should be glad somebody is getting sex.
Seriously though, I think the reason I'm depressed is because nobody wants me around. Not only do employers not want me for anything that would pay my living expenses, nobody wants me involved in their personal lives. I try to get out and meet people, but somehow it never works. At least not here. I wish I hadn't tried to join the guard and gone to Tallahassee or DC instead. Honestly, I feel like trash that gets used and thrown out.
And I know how justsonya feels. My Mom calls me just to complain about all my siblings taking money from her, and to ask me when I'm going to pick up all the clothes she went and bought for me.
Seriously though, I think the reason I'm depressed is because nobody wants me around. Not only do employers not want me for anything that would pay my living expenses, nobody wants me involved in their personal lives. I try to get out and meet people, but somehow it never works. At least not here. I wish I hadn't tried to join the guard and gone to Tallahassee or DC instead. Honestly, I feel like trash that gets used and thrown out.
And I know how justsonya feels. My Mom calls me just to complain about all my siblings taking money from her, and to ask me when I'm going to pick up all the clothes she went and bought for me.