Apr 30, 2007 15:02
I can't talk. My mind's going too fast and it's all disorganized.
Point is, right now, I am scared to death of commitment. Oh fuck does it scare me. So...any suggestion of the kind freaks me out just a little bit.
I couldn't explain why. It's just the way it falls lately.
I wonder if it's against my nature to completely commit, and it's only my moral conviction that demands I do so.
I think I'm too big.
So much heat today. I want some cold water and chilled fruit. ooo, a fruit salad would be amazing.