shhhh
i'm watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind right now. it's totally amazing.
unfortunately i have a feeling my summer weekends are going to be spent like this. cooped up in my room alone either reading or watching movies. sure it's pathetic but i really don't mind. this morning i went to the woods. it was quite serene to say the least. i've been thinking a lot lately and i believe that they only way i can be truly happy is to feel needed & essential to someone's being. and i've never felt that before ♥