nineteen; video
[Familiar white dress. Familiar annoying scroll. Familiar garden full of flowers, familiar vine creeping up on her, begging for her input.
Fine.
She's unsure whether she's proud or not, to realize that it comes as second nature to her.]
You know, I thought I dreamed this place up. I really, really believed that. I guess that's just something you tell yourself to deny the fact that you lived in a schizo lesbian acid trip for the better part of a year.
[Laying down among the flowers, she sighs. The first time she arrived here, she was enraged, but this time, she's just sad. As soon as things started going the way she wanted them to, they were ripped away again. Sure, things back home were still rough, but at least she could be honest. And she had Brittany.
Brittany...]
I think I'm just gonna lay here for a while. What did I miss?
Fine.
She's unsure whether she's proud or not, to realize that it comes as second nature to her.]
You know, I thought I dreamed this place up. I really, really believed that. I guess that's just something you tell yourself to deny the fact that you lived in a schizo lesbian acid trip for the better part of a year.
[Laying down among the flowers, she sighs. The first time she arrived here, she was enraged, but this time, she's just sad. As soon as things started going the way she wanted them to, they were ripped away again. Sure, things back home were still rough, but at least she could be honest. And she had Brittany.
Brittany...]
I think I'm just gonna lay here for a while. What did I miss?