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God I am so fucking pissed right now
. I feel like screaming and breaking things, but that would cost money and it would hurt my voice. So, instead, I'll try to vent through cursing and pounding on the keyboard and see if it works. Well, here goes.
1st provocation: I was in Biology, and Coach Bishop told us to get our mitosis plates and hang them up on the ceiling. Mine kept falling apart because I suck at tying yarn into little knots obviously, and I had to get another girl to do it. It took forever, and everyone was waiting for me to put mine up. Coach Bishop was being a bitch and saying, "Come on, while we're young", pacing and shit. Not to mention I hate her already. Thus the 1st provocation.
2nd provocation: The girl that was tying the knots was getting frustrated and kept messing up, so her friend behind her said, "Ugh, give it here," and took my project. All of my yarn was totally fucked, and she had to redo all of them. Somewhere in the middle of tying them, the girl said in her monotone voice, "What's happened to the world? Can't people tie knots anymore?" And for some reason, that just pissed me off even more. I wanted to fucking slap her. I don't really know why that made me so mad. But it did. Thus the 2nd provocation.
3rd provocation: I got some guy to put my project on the ceiling, since I couldn't reach. While he was doing that, Coach Bishop got this note from an office aide that said I had to go to my attendance counselor. So I went down there, and here's what happened:
Alright, on Friday, my sister told me that I would have to be a little more late than usual because she was in the middle of making lunches for both of us. I'm usually only a couple minutes late, no big deal, but this time I got to school around 9:00 or 9:05. I didn't go to the attendace office [I never do anyway]. Turns out Megan, the stupid bitch who takes attendance, had already taken it down to the attendance office and counted me absent. Like 20 minutes after I arrived, she finally told me to go down there, and I said "What the fuck? It's like 9:30." And Megan says in her whiny little voice, "I know, but I counted you absent. If you don't go down there it'll be an unexcused absence." I didn't want to go, but we were doing boring sightreading so I went down there anyway. I told my attendance couselor a LITTLE lie; I said that Mr. Shirah wasn't there [and he wasn't, there was a sub], and that the girl taking attendance wouldn't let me go until we were done singing. Which was KIND OF true. She hadn't told me about it until a lot later. So yuh, that was that, and she just counted it as an unexcused tardy.
Damn that was long. So anyway. I went down there [this was today], and my attendance counselor told me that some girls from my class fucking TOLD her that I was LYING, and that I didn't get there before 9:05, or some shit like that. She also said that she's counting it as an unexcused absence unless I get a fucking note from my mom. MAN, I WAS SO PISSED! I wanted to find Megan and wring her neck until there was nothing left to wring. God... it fucking sucked. I was in bad mood already, and then that? Man. Thus my 3rd provocation.
Augh and it all happened during 4th period. When I went back to Biology, I swear I was radiating heat.
[inhales] I have to distract myself.
<33 rachel