"And I lift my hands and pray, to be only yours, I pray only yours, I know now your my only hope."

May 07, 2005 09:45

Good morning everyone..updating a little because well I just feel like writing.

Sigh if you didn't read what I wrote last night please check it out, it explains why I'm so happy today. Forget it, I posted it at the bottom of this post.

"My love must be a kind of blind love, I can't see anybody else but you.." He's the only thing that been on my mind this morning besides having to do my normal stuff. I can't wait to spend some more time with him today when I get off work. I'm just all smiles, and well I have a Glow as some like to call it. I had it before but now it's just more exhaulted due to him.

Hmm maybe I can get him to take a picture with me today, keyword maybe.

But anywho, I'm feeling to great and so free just ask me anything and I have no problem answering you.

Well I need to eat breakfast, do my 150 sit ups, and get ready for work. I'll update later tonight probably.



He is just so great.... Yes I had a wonderful time with Mystery Man. I will reveal his name soon, but for now it's MM. But yet again had to babysit wasn't bad little slumber party, they liked me so kept asking me stuff I didn't mind, then he sent them to bed and we watched Kill bill 2.

We talked as we normally do, I love our easy conversation. He told me he had a huge crush on me last year and he really liked me. That Amazed me because I'm like wow, he liked me and I didn't even know it. He said he was too shy to even try talking to me. He held my hand a couple of times and stroked it softly. Never had a guy tell me my hair smelled good before thats also a first, and he was just so sweet. He has even been calling me baby today. He wants me to meet his family so I said sure tomorrow I'll meet them. He kissed my forehead and my cheeks a few times, and when I told him I was fat he was like no your not baby you are beautiful just simply goregous. His uncle called me sweet and told him that he should hold on to me, because I wasn't mad that he had to babysit again. As long as I go to spend time with him it worked for me.

I find it amazing he had liked me last year, I wouldn't have ever known it. Only thing I remember about health is talking to him everyday and sometimes paying attention to stuff in that class, but I mostly talked to him because well I sat next to him. At first I just thought he was just another average football guy but he wasn't he was really cool and wasn't what I'd thought he'd be. More and more I just find out about him and he is just utterly amazing..its like where have you been?

I have something good and I will try my damndest to not mess it up.

Aww he sent me a text

MM:goodnight baby
Me: Goodnight sweetheart
Me: Do you know that your amazing?
MM: You are too baby

I'm tired to bed I go, with dreams of him probably...it is raining and I should have took the chance to mention wanting to be kissed in the rain when we was talking about liking water and it being calming.

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