Randomly random!
Oooh my, I shouldn't be functioning. I worked all last night, got a two hour nap, and have been up ever since. I can feel myself finally starting to fade. I rarely ever do this so I'm surprised at how well I handled it. I now know I could do it again if necessary.
Got a call yesterday that my Vicodin was sent over to the pharmacy. So I had a doctor's appt in town and thought I'd swing by and get itas I have four days off and won't be back at the hospital for a few days. It wasn't there and so I had to go to the clinic and wait around while the doctor filled it out and FINALLY wrote me a letter that sort of stated I can use Vicodin and Lyrica at work. Mostly it says it's at the discretion of the employee and employer. So that kinda makes me nervous as that leaves it open for them to say no. I can skip the Vicodin and just tough it out. But not Lyrica. It has made so much of a difference.
I wish my performance could just speak for itself. I have no issues whatsoever. I got a good review from my manager. I work well with others. There have been no incidences of concern from co-workers stating I was acting off. No comprimised pt care. So urgh.
My manager did make a comment to me today that makes me wonder. She asked me if a full-time charge position came open on nights, would I apply for it. I totally would at this point. Not ready to make the change to days I've decided. Also that makes me feel better because she still has faith in me.
I'm not mad at anyone for doing their job. It's just been frustrating the slow pace at which it is moving. I'm hoping to resolve the pay issue before the end of next pay period.
We have had two of the most gorgeous days here the last few. Warm enough for no jacket and just sun shining and leaves all the fall colors. I drive along my street and I just soak it all up. I love it.
Went and visited my wonderful special Grandma today and my grandpa. It was very nice. We talked politics and all kinds of stuff. Grandma made an awesome dinner and she had bought Aaron some Leggos so we were trying to build stuff out of those. I never want to leave when it's time to go, lol. I feel like I did when my mom would grant me a weekend to stay with her as a kid. I never wanted to go home.
Aaron didn't either. He flat out said "I don't want to go home" and when we got to the car he said he had to go pee. So back out of the car we go and up the steps. He gets to the door and informs us that he's 'here to visit'. lol.
He is also getting modest. He doesn't want me watching him now when he goes to the bathroom. It's so cute. I could tell he was getting a little strange about going to the bathroom when he said he had to go and then would kinda skulk around putting it off. Then he finally outright told me he didn't want me to look.
Oh I think I've rambled enough. I should head to bed before I collapse and face meets keyboard.
Night LJ-land!
Got a call yesterday that my Vicodin was sent over to the pharmacy. So I had a doctor's appt in town and thought I'd swing by and get itas I have four days off and won't be back at the hospital for a few days. It wasn't there and so I had to go to the clinic and wait around while the doctor filled it out and FINALLY wrote me a letter that sort of stated I can use Vicodin and Lyrica at work. Mostly it says it's at the discretion of the employee and employer. So that kinda makes me nervous as that leaves it open for them to say no. I can skip the Vicodin and just tough it out. But not Lyrica. It has made so much of a difference.
I wish my performance could just speak for itself. I have no issues whatsoever. I got a good review from my manager. I work well with others. There have been no incidences of concern from co-workers stating I was acting off. No comprimised pt care. So urgh.
My manager did make a comment to me today that makes me wonder. She asked me if a full-time charge position came open on nights, would I apply for it. I totally would at this point. Not ready to make the change to days I've decided. Also that makes me feel better because she still has faith in me.
I'm not mad at anyone for doing their job. It's just been frustrating the slow pace at which it is moving. I'm hoping to resolve the pay issue before the end of next pay period.
We have had two of the most gorgeous days here the last few. Warm enough for no jacket and just sun shining and leaves all the fall colors. I drive along my street and I just soak it all up. I love it.
Went and visited my wonderful special Grandma today and my grandpa. It was very nice. We talked politics and all kinds of stuff. Grandma made an awesome dinner and she had bought Aaron some Leggos so we were trying to build stuff out of those. I never want to leave when it's time to go, lol. I feel like I did when my mom would grant me a weekend to stay with her as a kid. I never wanted to go home.
Aaron didn't either. He flat out said "I don't want to go home" and when we got to the car he said he had to go pee. So back out of the car we go and up the steps. He gets to the door and informs us that he's 'here to visit'. lol.
He is also getting modest. He doesn't want me watching him now when he goes to the bathroom. It's so cute. I could tell he was getting a little strange about going to the bathroom when he said he had to go and then would kinda skulk around putting it off. Then he finally outright told me he didn't want me to look.
Oh I think I've rambled enough. I should head to bed before I collapse and face meets keyboard.
Night LJ-land!