Oct 02, 2005 18:58
okay so last night was just so insainly fun
leann and i going to the fair trying not to get lost
leann and i not finding those good damn chickens lol
going throught the fun house with travis and dustin and neating up those crazy clowns
travis and his switch blade comb
going to concord and following who i thought was leann but definatlye was not
looking at kinking sex toys with leann and trav and dustin in spencers
all for of us craming into the photo both
orgasm chairs!
gerold shitting on sustin cars
and me spilling mountian dew all over the floor of dunkins
good night
so today i relised some things
i think i want to settle down if thast what you call it and focus on liking soemone and just be happy like that and not go crazy and like change my mind all the time i am content and ready for a relationship
i have also discovered that when you friends with some one for so long there comes a time when you just grow a part i am not quite sure if this is jsut gunna blow up and be some bigg dramma or it will jsut faid but
over time i think you become eachother
i now want a relationship and want to be with soemone i liek and i have now idea what i want to go to college for when i all my life i always new exaclty what i wanted to be
and it seems like my friends are now the oppsite they don't want to settle the want to get out and explore and they now where they are going
i dunno we will se how things go i am getting closer to some friends and futher away from others
strange but hey change is always good right