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So I start my orientation today, and then I get to work Wed, Thurs and Fri 7a-3p.
I'm excited about seeing things. Blood and guts and such. But that's about it.
I know it's going to be a lot of work. :-/
You know what pisses me off. Sallie Mae and loans and ridiculous amounts of money.
I was applying for my loans and looking @ what I owe etc..and it almost makes me sick. It's disgusting. It's going to take me my entire life to pay everything off. And.....as jen was writing...there are NO EFFING scholarships which are reasonable...anywhere.
I hated the fact, that in high school...I only got one scholarship on scholarship night and it was only $1000.
Okay..yes $1000 is better than nothing. But it pisses me off that all the popular girls and sports people got a TON more money. I was captain of my tennis team. I played Varsity tennis for 3 fucking years. You think I get shit? NO...beause they give the money to the stupid soccer and basketball women. I think that's frustrating. Give any one of them a raquet and put them in Varsity tennis...they wouldn't last for a fucking second. SERIOUSLY.
Sorry I just get pissed off.
I am so hungry.
But I have no idea what to make for lunch......
My options are somewhat limited I guess.
I might make myself a taboule and hummus pita or something. But I just feel like eating a big peice of sloppy , greasy pizza. Or even a taco or something.
::shrugs:: I'm doing well though....I mean, it would be pretty damn stupid to sabotage myself now by eating gross things.
Okies. I need to go and clean up my car...since the inside looks like underneath a teenage girl's bed. Seriously..it's ridiculous.
Also..does anyone know if there is a patch or something I can use for buying too many magazines. I am officially a magazine whore I think. It's fucking weird.
Okay. Later kids. Wish me luck tomorrow morning. It's going to SUCK to wake up @ 5:30 am. GOD! lol.
Love-Meredith
I'm excited about seeing things. Blood and guts and such. But that's about it.
I know it's going to be a lot of work. :-/
You know what pisses me off. Sallie Mae and loans and ridiculous amounts of money.
I was applying for my loans and looking @ what I owe etc..and it almost makes me sick. It's disgusting. It's going to take me my entire life to pay everything off. And.....as jen was writing...there are NO EFFING scholarships which are reasonable...anywhere.
I hated the fact, that in high school...I only got one scholarship on scholarship night and it was only $1000.
Okay..yes $1000 is better than nothing. But it pisses me off that all the popular girls and sports people got a TON more money. I was captain of my tennis team. I played Varsity tennis for 3 fucking years. You think I get shit? NO...beause they give the money to the stupid soccer and basketball women. I think that's frustrating. Give any one of them a raquet and put them in Varsity tennis...they wouldn't last for a fucking second. SERIOUSLY.
Sorry I just get pissed off.
I am so hungry.
But I have no idea what to make for lunch......
My options are somewhat limited I guess.
I might make myself a taboule and hummus pita or something. But I just feel like eating a big peice of sloppy , greasy pizza. Or even a taco or something.
::shrugs:: I'm doing well though....I mean, it would be pretty damn stupid to sabotage myself now by eating gross things.
Okies. I need to go and clean up my car...since the inside looks like underneath a teenage girl's bed. Seriously..it's ridiculous.
Also..does anyone know if there is a patch or something I can use for buying too many magazines. I am officially a magazine whore I think. It's fucking weird.
Okay. Later kids. Wish me luck tomorrow morning. It's going to SUCK to wake up @ 5:30 am. GOD! lol.
Love-Meredith