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You would think, that one who has conquered every aspect of random land, every universe thrown at me, and every challenge seen....would remember her fricken password to get into the Livejournal Blog.
*sssiiiigh*
Sorry Folks!! I'm a goofus. . . ok ok AND I forgot to come back often. We live and learn and I honestly don't think anyone's hanging off the edge of their chair just waiting for this moment to occur.
So what's to update:
Drama, Family Drama - work Drama and then School.
I'm very much in a 'fuck 'em all' philosophy right now because honestly I'm right about done with the stupid decisions people make.
I turned 35 (I know right, who'd guess I was that old...that IS what you said RIGHT!) and my own issues are wayyyyyy more important than that of the idiots who can't seem to handle their own lives including my family. Included in this is the need to wonder why so many parents are allowed to have children without acquiring appropriate Child Breeding licenses!?!
I'm dying to have a child but not about to rush into some fucked up relationship and fucked up life to settle into just for my selfish needs and then say it's 'for the baby'.
I need one of those clubs that Homey the Clown has to go around smacking these people on the head with the tag line. . . something like "Queenie Don't Play That!"
UGH!!
Tests would be appropriate to the circumstance too like
Question 1.
Reason for having child.
a. I'm of that age so why not
b. i'm lonely, my plants and my dog died
c. ehh my g/f got pregnant (i am pregnant) and instead of thinking of all circumstance let's just have the kid and keep it to ourselves to exact our lifetime revenge on.
d. wait...i'm having a child?
e. All of these answers are good sign me up (insta-fail)
Question 2
What are you going to do with the child when it's born?
a. my spouse knows what to do / is reading a book
b. what else is there tooo do?
c. love it care for it sacrifice even my own happiness for the child.
d. Figure it out as we go either way your input isn't necessary.
Question 3
if things aren't working out with your spouse what is your next move?
a. leave 'em and fight like dogs without care of what it's doing to the kid
b. i'll just cave and do what they want and set a horrible example for my child in what a man/woman should represent.
c. redirect my spouse's anger/resentment/hatred to the kid, they're young i can fix it later.
d. Try our hardest to work it out considering the absolute best scenario for the child, even if it means being apart to be the best of us for that child.
e. Just gonna depend on friends and family to make all our decisions for us
Seriously...I'm willing to take part in this testing process with all my heart. Selfish bastages.
Will write later / tomorrow on my more POSITIVE updates (yayyyy positive)
mwahs - now I go to CESAR student union meeting and pretend to be young again and not roll my eyes at the sheer age gap or cry silently into a napkin.
*sssiiiigh*
Sorry Folks!! I'm a goofus. . . ok ok AND I forgot to come back often. We live and learn and I honestly don't think anyone's hanging off the edge of their chair just waiting for this moment to occur.
So what's to update:
Drama, Family Drama - work Drama and then School.
I'm very much in a 'fuck 'em all' philosophy right now because honestly I'm right about done with the stupid decisions people make.
I turned 35 (I know right, who'd guess I was that old...that IS what you said RIGHT!) and my own issues are wayyyyyy more important than that of the idiots who can't seem to handle their own lives including my family. Included in this is the need to wonder why so many parents are allowed to have children without acquiring appropriate Child Breeding licenses!?!
I'm dying to have a child but not about to rush into some fucked up relationship and fucked up life to settle into just for my selfish needs and then say it's 'for the baby'.
I need one of those clubs that Homey the Clown has to go around smacking these people on the head with the tag line. . . something like "Queenie Don't Play That!"
UGH!!
Tests would be appropriate to the circumstance too like
Question 1.
Reason for having child.
a. I'm of that age so why not
b. i'm lonely, my plants and my dog died
c. ehh my g/f got pregnant (i am pregnant) and instead of thinking of all circumstance let's just have the kid and keep it to ourselves to exact our lifetime revenge on.
d. wait...i'm having a child?
e. All of these answers are good sign me up (insta-fail)
Question 2
What are you going to do with the child when it's born?
a. my spouse knows what to do / is reading a book
b. what else is there tooo do?
c. love it care for it sacrifice even my own happiness for the child.
d. Figure it out as we go either way your input isn't necessary.
Question 3
if things aren't working out with your spouse what is your next move?
a. leave 'em and fight like dogs without care of what it's doing to the kid
b. i'll just cave and do what they want and set a horrible example for my child in what a man/woman should represent.
c. redirect my spouse's anger/resentment/hatred to the kid, they're young i can fix it later.
d. Try our hardest to work it out considering the absolute best scenario for the child, even if it means being apart to be the best of us for that child.
e. Just gonna depend on friends and family to make all our decisions for us
Seriously...I'm willing to take part in this testing process with all my heart. Selfish bastages.
Will write later / tomorrow on my more POSITIVE updates (yayyyy positive)
mwahs - now I go to CESAR student union meeting and pretend to be young again and not roll my eyes at the sheer age gap or cry silently into a napkin.