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you know how some people are just awesome and you can talk to them forever, and if you have a problem you can tell them and you know that you'll feel better afterwards? yeah well i'm not one of those people. i make other people uncomfortable, and i can't make people feel better about their problems, no matter how hard i try or how badly i want to. not even people i really care about. i just make shit awkward, proly because i'm so fucking awkward to begin with. i don't know why i'm such a shitty friend, but it makes me want to leap to my doom from an incredibly high bridge. i want to become a hermit so bad. so disappointed in myself and i hate it.