Oct 08, 2010 09:02
Today could change everything. I feel good about the job interview I had yesterday and even though I keep having feelings of regret about leaving H&M, all I can think about while I'm there is how much I hate my job. I am bored out of my skull, and the lack of communication is killing me. For serious. I'm tired of unkept promises, and though I keep trying to be patient with work, it is the same old same old. And I'm through working until 11pm every friday and saturday night.
I got my hair done a couple days ago and suddenly realized it had been 6 months since anyone had touched it. It felt like I had blinked once and that 6 months had passed, I told the stylist that I didn't know what had happened. -It was a lie, I do know what happened. Arlene's death has acted like a black hole.
Har de har har, insurance is the bane of my existence. All I know is that with it or without it, I am fucked, so I really shouldn't care either way right?
I miss my piano like nobody's business.
Who wants to bet that someone will make that collapsed Chilean mine story a movie...