rock it.
I start IPP training on Monday for the promotion... however I couldn't sleep early this morning because I have a sneaking suspicion I'm making the wrong decision on this. I don't think I should have let them talk me into management, I still really want to be a visual merchandiser and I believe that would at least let me feel a little more sane (as in I would have a set schedule and wouldn't have to deal with the shitty customers).
Anyhow, I'm going to try and go into training with an open mind and see how it turns out. I'm pretty flattered that Larry picked me first, I seriously needed a change anyway. I guess we'll see what happens.
I'm scheduled to run the sales floor today... kind of intense, as it is Saturday.
Corey and I have been looking at puppies, however this probably isn't the best time to get one. Boo.
I am SO ready for him to come back from St. Louis. I think I'm kind of getting used to when he's away, I'm just significantly more anxious. Period. I can't sleep. And I'm scared to death because I'm having trouble eating dairy now... I can't give up dairy, I've already given up so much!
Back to eating rice and fruit again.
Been to 4 support group meetings now... I'm not really sure if the whole thing makes me feel better or worse or more confused or what. It gives me some perspective at least, and I've made some new (even if a little unstable) friends.
Anyhow, I'm going to try and go into training with an open mind and see how it turns out. I'm pretty flattered that Larry picked me first, I seriously needed a change anyway. I guess we'll see what happens.
I'm scheduled to run the sales floor today... kind of intense, as it is Saturday.
Corey and I have been looking at puppies, however this probably isn't the best time to get one. Boo.
I am SO ready for him to come back from St. Louis. I think I'm kind of getting used to when he's away, I'm just significantly more anxious. Period. I can't sleep. And I'm scared to death because I'm having trouble eating dairy now... I can't give up dairy, I've already given up so much!
Back to eating rice and fruit again.
Been to 4 support group meetings now... I'm not really sure if the whole thing makes me feel better or worse or more confused or what. It gives me some perspective at least, and I've made some new (even if a little unstable) friends.