Jul 21, 2003 22:16
This is me. I'm almost at the point of giving up on men. Or possibly just giving up on the whole idea of mating. Perhaps I should just learn how to cross-pollinate. Do plants have baggage?
I put out to the Universe my "laundry list", what I'm looking for in a relationship. A "nice guy". I state adamantly that I am ready for the mature, honest relationship, that I want the man who will treat me with kindness and respect, not the "bad boy". And then I meet the "nice guy", and oh my GOD he is so fricking boring!
I obviously need to update my list. What I want is a walking paradox: the nice guy with a dark side. The responsible guy who has a wild streak. Contemplative and sensitive, and also goofy and colorful. And not gay.
...Maybe I should just get a fish.