everything sucks!!!
well nothing is going right or good in my life lately...more like has never gone right..i mean i dont think that i am ever going to happy or have someone really love me for me...i mean it just feels like it will be that way..that i will never meet the right person andi'm really scared b\c i dont want to be alone...and i feel like i should not have ever let so many guys treat me soooo bad b\c they really didnt care about me at all...and i also feel like i have lost a really good friend and it was b\c of something stupid...there is sooooo many things that are wromg in my life right now that i am so unhappy about...i am going now b\c i just dont feel like trying to exp;ain it or make it look like i want somebody to feel sorry for me b\c i dont need or want that..so later.