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So ... yeah, homecoming. Honestly trying to forget about it. I mean, shit, I don't even think I'm gonna go. The bruises are down, thank fuck for that, but my knee's still a bit fucked up and anyway, from what I keep hearing, the whole 'Sansa going with Loras' is just a ploy to get the gaybois some time alone. Good on 'em, but ... I mean, I'd have to watch Sandor be all on Sansa all night. Fucktarded as he's acted, there's still that thread of 'that should have been me' and I don't really need to look at what I wrecked. Fuck, I hope they don't come to the after-party 'round here. Don't think I could take it. Not that I think I'm gonna show for that either - like I really want to hear everyone going all 'awesome!' about the dance I couldn't go to - but I'd still rather ... well, anyway. Sort of wish I'd manned up and told Elia to take her idea of having after-party here and cram it far as it'd go. Still, she's pissed off at me enough already that I don't really want to go there. Better off just ignoring the hell out of it. Like the bruises - and my entire social life, from the look - it'll go away. Man, this whole thing is fucked up and now I feel like a total fucking pariah. Explains why I spend most of my time in my room these days. Yech.
Speaking of, my fun with spray paint in here hasn't got much comment. I don't let anyone in here. I'm betting the cousins are wondering about the smell, and the amount I've bribed Dorota to keep her mouth shut about the new mural is untrue, but I won't tell if she doesn't. I've gotta have an outlet, y'know? And bitching about it isn't my style. Seems like buttoning down and dealing with it all quiet and solo is my style. Who knew?
And another one for the 'who knew?' column ... Theon Greyjoy can be a human being if you push him hard enough. T Diddy has an issue with verbal diarrhoea but at least he can be more or less okay if you sit down and talk to him and whatever bug's up his ass has settled down.
Speaking of, my fun with spray paint in here hasn't got much comment. I don't let anyone in here. I'm betting the cousins are wondering about the smell, and the amount I've bribed Dorota to keep her mouth shut about the new mural is untrue, but I won't tell if she doesn't. I've gotta have an outlet, y'know? And bitching about it isn't my style. Seems like buttoning down and dealing with it all quiet and solo is my style. Who knew?
And another one for the 'who knew?' column ... Theon Greyjoy can be a human being if you push him hard enough. T Diddy has an issue with verbal diarrhoea but at least he can be more or less okay if you sit down and talk to him and whatever bug's up his ass has settled down.