Aug 06, 2003 23:34
Wow i forgot i had this. Today was interseting. i thought i would get my pics back from nyc... well i didn't. so i must wait another day to get them. i can't wait to see the pics i took and how many of them are good ones. well then i had to go to church... that was fun. im getting ready for a vbs down in our lil brother church in culver oregon. i leave on monday. and im excited. i think there will be some kids who will get to know Jesus this week. and im excited. there had been a lot of change in my youth group. the split of Drummer boy and Janey. i knew it was coming but never really hit me. i learned how to survive a weekend with out a shower. that was exciting. i my brain hurts.
i've changed a lot since nyc. i've done a lot of growing up in the past year. a lot. i use to be boy crazy a lot. well im not anymore. sometimes it comes out but not a lot. i've had my faith tested more than once. and well... i still believe and i know that jesus is real and he is here with me. i don't live for my self anymore i live for jesus, i died... not physcially but spiritually. whoever thought that i actually died physcially... how would i be able to type this? hmm ever think of that? i guess not. i feel more in tune with god. and im ready for school to start... so i can sleep and to be a light for jesus. i want my every action my every thought my every word to be for him. im not Lois diane Darby no more im Lois Diane Darby lived by Jesus. He makes everything perfect. so im ready to go fight the devil in my last year of school. well of high school at least.
you are prolly getting tired of this long entry. but another thing.. i feel sad i havn't talked to Brent in over a week and it just weird. oh well. i will talk to him soon enough. but enough about me how about you. email me your thoughts and feelings or you just wanna talk. email me, mmk?