Oct 25, 2004 19:38
Well i have finally realized that having no boyfriend right now is a VERY GOOD THING, why you might ask my grades are steadily improving and i feel good! :) But there is something i need desperatley and that is a job....i am sooooooo broke, i had to go pay my court fees today and now i have less than 100 in my account and that sucks ass. It is hard going from 2 jobs this summer to nothing here in Greenville. It sucks having no money and not a rich family, poor people are always the one to suffer, and i swear i get looked over for every job in Greenville. No one will hire me i just dont understand in Garner i had no problem getting a job....i guess i am not in Kansas anymore.
But anyway i feel refreshed without a boyfriend even though i get really lonley i feel good being by myself. But i just feel a little depressed because it is so hard to find a job here and i am lonley. i just like having a guy around and now there is nobody i am just alone and that sucks. Oh well if being a little depressed is what it is gonna take for me to make good grades so be it....i would rather be a millionaire than someones wife not making any money. Plus i am on a role...i have made an "A" on my last 3 chem tests and i made an "a" on my literature midterm. so i am a happy girl. Well sort of :(